Child Pornography, Etc…


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Date: May 28, 2007

Child pornography is not a bad thing, in itself…

…but, one might wonder, why I avoid viewing, trading and keeping this type of material.

I suppose, I could best explain this with the example of a mouse and cheese.

By itself, finding a hunk of cheese, is a very good thing, for a mouse. It makes the mouse happy…it sustains the mouse.

…However…when that hunk of cheese, is being offered up, on the latch of a mouse trap…that cheese suddenly becomes deadly…

…not because the cheese itself is bad…but, because the source offering the cheese, has severe, ill intent.

Child pornography is rarely offered up commercially, from any source other than law enforcement…people like the FBI.

…Hence, I do not trade, at all…

It is incredibly difficult to find, true, child pornography online…on the web, that is…

Newsgroups, yes…sometimes, if you know where to look, you can find it…but, on the world wide web, itself…only a ridiculous amount of luck, would make any search for child pornography, successful.

You cant start, not knowing where to go…and then, suddenly be watching child porn movies, an hour later.

Whatever does end up on the web, is risky to access…IPs (your internet address) may get harvested.

It rarely stays up long…and when it is taken down, investigations commonly ensue…who put it there…who accessed it…

Peer to peer clients may be an avenue to this type of material…but, do you know who you are downloading from? People are being sued for music piracy…How hidden do you really think you are?

…You are not hidden, at all…

Truth be told…I love good, clean, natural, child pornography…I do…

…but, I will not access it, or keep it, because it is to much of a legal liability, to me…it is to much of a risk factor.

It is letting down my guard, in ways which are not acceptable.

I consider positive child pornography to be a valuable resource, and hope to see the day when it is once again legal, in the USA, and throughout the world.

…but, I personally will not stumble, for a cheap thrill…

I have to many, meaningful things to accomplish, to be derailed by this.

Some boylovers have said, that child pornography is like a drug, that makes you complacent…

…While I respect the fact that this is true for some, I can not say as this has been my, ultimate, experience…

Personally…I needed to see this side…I needed to know…

…I needed to know, if I ever had a leg to stand on, when taking up this fight…

I needed to know about the realities of child sexuality, every bit as much as I need to know about…so many other things…about myself…about man/boy love…about boys…

I need to know…in real life…if a boy would ever approach me…naturally…for this…

I believe…a boy, actually was trying to open that door to me, not so very long ago…and not knowing for sure, is a terrible burden…

No…I don’t know what would have happened, ultimately, had I let things go in that direction…but…because things did not evolve like that…I have been robbed of my personal validation…

…My ability to say, “Yes!…This has happened to me, first hand…and the boy came to me!”.

Logically, I know this sort of relationship does happen…it must…it is documented…people talk about it from memory…

But, I do not have my iron clad, memories…of gently caressing a boys naked body…and making gentle, yet passionate, love to him…

To my mind…this type of civil disobedience, is much more acceptable to be taken down for, than mere child pornography…because this type of civil disobedience, at least will make a real world difference.

It will give someone else (a boy), real life experience, regarding what a boylover truthfully is.

I still do not persue this either…as I am more obsessed with the fight, anymore…than anything else…This fight, has become that thing which fills the void left, from what society has cruely taken away.

This is why I refuse to deal in child pornography, in spite of the fact that I will fight to the death, in defending the sanctity, freedom and morality of documented expressions of childhood sexuality.

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