One does wonder, how M.J. got away with that…

Date: June 30, 2009

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One does wonder, how [Michael Jackson] got away with [the “baby dangling” incident]…

…and kept the children…especially after the scandalous court case, accusations and investigations.

For what it is worth…

Though I never before gave any comment, anywhere, about the “baby dangling” incident…obviously, it was not a “high point”, for Michael. I would suspect, he was high on drugs, or something, and would agree with anyone who suggested, that an intervention was needed.

I suppose, when it comes down to remembering someone, or showing sympathy, when they are deceased…

…I just do not accept, the concept that even a really bad thing they did, wipes out every good thing they ever did in their lifetime.

I did not see him as all that significant, to “us” [Child Lovers and Teen Lovers], in the sense of our cultural status.

…but, he was rather well known, for being extremely good to sick children and their families [in spite of unproven accusations].

He did give a lot of people things to remember, which were beautiful to them.

It is very hard to sum up, someone like Micheal Jackson…

…but, however anyone remembers him, it will be a personal sort of thing, to every individual.

The good he is known for, has not evaporated into nothing.

A good question posed…

Date: June 30, 2009

Note: This is responding to a video, on a YouTube channel that got shut down…hence, no link is provided. I give quick comment, to a few issues raised.

What happens after our legal rights are won?

In my opinion, we need to seek a cultural structure which incorporates parents and members of our immediate community, and that understands our natural utility in nurturing and raising children, as more of a “community” team.

We can not stop “growing apart”, anymore than we can stop death (which also separates people), and we should come to terms with the fact that we are all in anyone’s life, for only a limited time.

It is what you make of what you have, that counts.

…or, at least this is what my ethical logic leads me to…

Alex Jones: The Bigot Creep…

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….	Date: June 29, 2009 …LINK 1… …LINK 2… Alex Jones, “you” are the piece of garbage, and you always have been a rotten, low life, not worthy of belief or trust, ever since I had the misfortune of discovering you on shortwave radio, in the 90’s. So little has changed, with you. You were obsessed with “fist-gate”, and anything else you could smear and berate sexual minorities with, and your generalizations were obscene. I see you have returned to your ugly form, here. Obsessed with Michael Jackson, I see…just as you are, with anyone else, you want to call a freak. You claim to be “sick of him”, yet you wont shut up about him…How ironic…How telling… You have no integrity, and sadly, many of your fans don’t even know a blatant lie, when it is coming out of your mouth. You will not find a more hateful bigoted scoundrel, than Alex Jones…and he has enterprised his hate, to boot… …Just like “perverted justice”… He thinks noting of lying about, and using hate speech against, sexual minorities, and dehumanising people, like he has done in this video. People wonder why I have such a low opinion of this piece of trash…and this is why… He is a liar…He attacks the vulnerable…He is a fear monger…and he does it for personal profit [and the fact that he loves to shoot of his mouth, and bitch]. He is probably a plant by the government, to discredit, and characterise as “insanely over the top”, all bureaucracy resistant groups… …because, clearly, Alex is not sane, honest or ethical…and they actually want you to believe, that he is a “leader”. Some may call Alex “leader”…I have no doubt of that…but, his preferred stock [his fan club], is comprised of people who already hold these fascist bigotries and hate…He’s just singing to the choir. Yeah… …You don’t like a lot of people, isn’t that right, Alex Jones?… …Well, a lot of people recognise you, for what you are…and they don’t like you… Yet, they are the ones here, who have just and sound cause, for finding you so noxious and repugnant. Alex Jones…You make me sick…	….
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Hypocrite Posters?…

Date: June 27, 2009

There is the old cliche…

…about being the first to cast a stone…

…Which is really just a metaphor, bringing to light that we should reserve, and retain, some sense of empathy for others, and what they are going through…and, while doing so, we should understand, that we typically never get all the relevant facts provided to us.

Hypocrite posters?

Should I berate Dylan Thomas, and forever curse him, and the day he arrived at BoyChat?

I may be inclined, to suggest that betrayal of trust, especially under such circumstances as his latest charge(s)…was not noble, and may be a character flaw. Allegedly, he violated a pact, which he made with a mother who he lived with.

I might even be inclined to say, it was foolish and underhanded…Shall I go for sleazy, also?

At the bare minimum, it expressed no respect for his own life stability.

Is the fact that he would come here, and work his way up in authority position, troubling?…especially, when he was a fugitive [and eventually on the fbi “ten most wanted” list]?…I am sure it is for many…and it should be…and, believe me…this has not been lost on me…and I do feel, that he did a great disservice, by his chosen mixture of seeking iconic stature, while concealing something so serious.

I could say similar things, about Jeffrey Gold [of Sure Quality Radio]…

What is it that makes some people never realise…they cannot have their cake, and eat it too?

You cannot paint a large, bright red target on your chest, strut around antagonistically…and expect that the boy your blowing, on the side, is going to remain a secret [figuratively speaking, of course]…and when it comes crashing down, the truth will be known, that “you” did yourself in…and hurt a lot of people, along the way.

You know what, though?

I don’t believe that there is a simple answer, in all of this…

…because, we stand for human rights, and fight for natural, human freedoms, which are currently criminalised, by unjust laws.

Should we not violate, with personal conviction, extreme and unjust laws, as a matter of principle, protest and raising awareness in order to force change?

…and just how ludicrous is it, for us to shun, amongst ourselves, those very things which we seek to liberate?…Are these things to never have a living expression, on which to be observed, known and understood?…Shall they be wiped clean, of all exhibition, and banished to the realm of perception, and pure speculation?

Something that cannot stand, proudly in it’s pure form, to represent itself…will never be known for it’s true nature.

That is a very hard reality, when it comes to standing up for something like, man/boy love.

By good rights, we should organise, assemble in the hundreds or thousands…show up in a major city with YF’s, block entire streets…and commence to performing oral sex, en mass, right in the middle of the street…Shut it all down, for a few hours…cause a major scene, and make it known we are here, and we will fight.

We should never have to hide, who and what we are.

Is that ethical?…to have a YF involved?…

…I don’t know, that it is any less ethical, than setting by, and allowing things to remain as they are, today…and letting the machine, have it’s way with people of all ages, including the very children, it purports to protect.

See…I cannot drop the axe on Thomas, or Gold…

…because, just like me…they were born into this fucked up dilemma, of social politics…and denied any real paths to turn down…

Nobody asked, to be corralled down the whole “monster” routine…nor to be backed into a corner.

I just wonder why it is…that so few people understand, when people have been backed into that corner, and pressed against the wall nearly all of their conscious lives…they will eventually lash out…in personal defense…in frustration…maybe even in manic rage, induced by constant hostility and abuse…

People, psychologically break…and none of us is above that.

Just to let you, and anyone else who is wondering, know…

I am a hypocrite, also.

I’ve not always done, just exactly what I should have done, in order to respect the privacy of another…I’ve not always acted in a way, that I should have…and I have compromised myself, on a few occasions…because the need, became more important in the moment, than the sum of my entire life…I had to know…

…I had to know, if what I was fighting for, was real, or just lies.

And, yes…sometimes, I just needed it “for me”.

…I needed it, just as the way I needed another breath of air…or for my heart to beat again, and again…

Of course…the safe, and “responsible” thing, is to tell people…”never do that”.

…and, surely, if the question is, “how do I remain out of trouble?”…then, this is sound advice…but, that is a much different conversation, from the wide range of realities, which we face in life.

I do not blame people, who have a sexual orientation…for experiencing manifestations, related to that orientation.

Likewise, when they are denied any outlet, and relentlessly abused for having such a sexual orientation…I find in unconscionable, to lay the blame, entirely at their feet, should they go off the deep end.

We can condemn, what is clearly worthy to be condemned…but, more people…”good” people…”normal” people…they are culpable…They pushed their pet “monster”, into such a state of mind…that he/she went out and did [the “unspeakable”?]…

It is a tough issue, that demands deep “soul” searching…

…but, I consider turning on those amongst us, dragging them through the mud and kicking them while they are down…

…to be selling out, and shameful.

It is just not that simple, and we do a grave disservice to ourselves, by pretending that it is.

I arrived at work the other day…

Date: June 21, 2009

…to be greeted by a small gaggle of, nearly naked, boys…of the seven to eight year range (exactly within my ideology, of “the boy pinnacle”, and a highly favored phase)…They were waiting, specifically, for me, because…well, I am the BL there, after all.

One of these boys is new, I am very interested in…and, naturally, this was a first for me, with regards to him (Yes, though I did not allow myself to pause and look directly, he is wonderful).

Ten years ago, this simple interaction would have had me floating on a cloud, all day.

At this point in my life, it brightened my day, but I did not get a rush out of it…and, I had to go about my business, which required sending them off (presumably to one of their homes).

Though, I’d love for this to happen far more often (there are some truly beautiful boys around here), it’s a sign of how “I” have changed over the years, as result of being forcefully inundated, with a world saturated by human interaction (most of which I do not want)…

Well…I do have a biological condition, which is worsening and playing a role in this, also…but, I’m excruciatingly tired of the overexposure, to other humans. When I am not at work, I do not like to be around other people…and, hell…I don’t like being around people at work (where it is forced), either…not anymore…I used too…

It is paradoxical, but you do lose that “rush”, and the novelty of it all…especially when you cannot get away from it, not even for the sake of your own sanity.

I miss those days, back before life became such a drudge.

My Right to Speech…

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….	Date: June 18, 2009 My right to speech, is not up for sale…It is not up for debate…nor is it “yours”, to barter with. It belongs to “me”, thank you very much. …bought and paid for, with my very life, actions and being.	….
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Personal Observations: HR 1913 “The Pedophile Protection Act”…

Date: June 16, 2009

I should say, that my position on the whole “hate speech law” concept, is much deeper, and distrusting, than what the following essay might lead you to believe…However, below, I am only addressing, the impracticality of excluding any groups/individuals, from the protections of any such proposed law.

Upon closer examination, and looking at a longer video clip…

When Rep. Alcee Hastings reads the long list of sexual groups, he also says, “This is what we have to put up with”…in reference to a few republicans, who put this list together.

I believe, Alcee Hastings was voicing more a disgust, at the outrageous nit picking, which these republicans were doing, in order to raise objection, and/or hinder the intent of the then proposed law.

I do not believe that Alcee Hastings, himself, was championing “pedophiles, zoophiles, necrophiliacs, etc, etc”…but, instead, he was voicing how incredulous it was, that a few republicans were pulling this entire stunt, which got the bill nicknamed, “the pedophile protection act”…It was pointing out how they were being spurious, and committing yet another act of dirty politics.

He was disgusted, at how they were pandering to phobia, and bigotry, in order to handicap any resulting “hate speech” law, and hinder it from actually doing what it was intended to do.

Without having to say so, dismissing the notion that “there should be groups excluded”, only reaffirms that they actually intended this law to mean something, and have effect.

It would be ludicrous, to suggest that only the politically correct, “just as good as straights”, plain vanilla gays and lesbians, be given their very own, custom law…which elevates their own, and only their own, group to a privileged, protected status…which few, or no, other groups realise benefit from.

It should be noted, that “hate speech” effects a much wider range of people and groups, than merely plain vanilla homosexuals.

…Just because, so many of those groups and people, are not presently in a politically advantageous position, right now…does nothing to imply, or justify, the notion that those people and groups are any less impacted, or less devastated, by “hate speech”.

It is like I have said before…

…”Hate speech” is said, with intent to take societies perception of a targeted group, or individual…and dehumanise it, to the point where society (or groups within it) regards that group, or individual, as not deserving, or being fit, to receive even the most minimum of humane treatment.

“Hate speech” exists, in order to push the masses into discrimination, hate and violence, against a targeted group, or individual.

The effects of “hate speech”, which such a proposed law would address…includes things like, people who post pictures, names, addresses, accusations and smears, on a website…aimed at someone who the website owner, simply does not like, and holds a predatory disposition towards…and presented, in order to motivate others, who also hold a predatory complex, into committing acts of violence, and/or activities in hindrance of that individuals ability to carry on their daily business, maintain a stable life and survive.

To put this into perspective…

…If “I” am walking down main street, and some psychopath approaches me, pulls out a gun and shoots me in the head…and later investigations expose, that this persons only motive, was that some hate site, [like wikisposure, a site infamous for out of context quote mining, smearing, and false information] managed to get all of my information, and post it online for any mentally unstable person, looking for any excuse to murder someone, to read and become enraged over…then, this would be a very clear example of “hate speech”, and establish a very clear responsibility in my murder, on the part of Perverted Justice, Philip John Eide (aka: Xavier Von Erck), and any other person(s) associated with that smear page, they have directed at “me”.

“Hate speech” law…is intended to curtail certain types of violent, and discriminative, behavior…like what I just mentioned, and even just behavior, which inhibits a targets survival, and/or ability to engage in legal activities.

If they are going to write a new law, which is intended to address that kind of a problem…

…how does anyone figure, that you could ever exclude certain groups?…and especially, when those certain groups represent some of the most alarming, and extreme examples of what happens, when “hate speech” is not denounced, or contested?

There are a number of examples, of murder, violence and extreme abuse/discrimination…committed, because some “angry at the world” psychopath, found information on somebody, on a “sex offender” registry [which are infamous, for including non-violent, non-threatening individuals], and decided that that somebody, “deserved” their complete contempt and cruelty.

How can any “hate speech” law exist, and have any meaning what-so-ever…if it actually had the audacity, to exclude the very people who desperately need such protections, the most out of all groups in our society?

Seriously…

“Hate speech” is still “hate speech”…and “hate crime” is still “hate crime”…no matter who is the target.

You are either going to write a law that addresses these kinds of social ills…or, you are not.

…There is no, “on the fence” position, here…

I agree…

Date: June 16, 2009

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I agree…

However, when it comes to “hate” crime, there is no valid excuse to exclude “us”.

Hypothetically, if I were walking down the street [minding my own business, going from point “a” to point “b”], and someone knew who I was, what I looked like, etc…and they recognised me, and in their angered state of bigotry they thought it was in their right to “protect” their neighborhood by running me over with their car…that is very clearly a hate crime.

…and, frankly, I would hope that people so delusional, as to think that they have any such “right”, to do that to anyone at all, would be dealt with in a particular manner, so as to make it perfectly clear…no, they do not.

What really gives me the creeps about “hate” law, however, is when it is applied to speech.

There certainly are groups out there, promoting “special” definitions for “hate speech”, which equate to nothing more than politically incorrect speech…or, speech which offends the most emotionally fragile, amongst the entire population.

Speech should not be criminalized. That is just an insane can of worms, and a Pandora’s box, that is going to drop a lot of people into a bottomless quagmire.

I do not see this bill as any “saving grace” for us, even if my above comments seem optimistic.

In fact, I think it’s potential menace, far overshadows any possible good that it represents.

HR 1913 Passed…

Date: June 16, 2009

…Apparently it passed [in congress]…

…Apparently it passed [in congress]…

…YouTube Link…

…YouTube Link…

I’m not sure what changes (if any) took place, before it passed.

Personally, I am not comfortable with “hate” law [or “hate speech” law], because it is way too subjective.

On the other hand, however…as relates to “our” minority, this is the kind of political wake up call, and change in legal direction which we are in dire need of.

Frankly, if anybody is trying to “sneak” us in, along with gays and lesbians, etc…then, I think it is more part of a trend, in getting fed up with “sex offender” communities living under bridges, residential laws that allow them to live nowhere, children being put on “sex offender” registries, etc, etc, etc.

There has been a completely irresponsible, deafening silence, in the face of this endless, mindlessness. The menace must be confronted, at least by people who think somewhat sane.

Irregardless, they cannot exclude us from this kind of a bill…Hell, we are a minority, on the forefront of the most galling and inhumane, socially imposed discrimination, threat and abuse. If they excluded us, this bill would be a meaningless farce.

Anti Hate Legislation…

Date: June 16, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuQaEHuouB0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YuQaEHuouB0

Apparently bill HR 1913 passed [in congress].

Even though the people who made the following video, are clearly biased against us, I found this video to be very interesting to watch [mostly for the video clips included within it].

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-dueutW6rA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S-dueutW6rA