Play With Me…

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….	Date: January 31, 2011 This is a short I entitled “Play With Me”. …a fun, little arrangement.	….
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Libera – Adoramus…

….	Date: January 14, 2011 01) Libera – Adoramus “This song features on our album ‘Free’. This recording was made in the Pieterskerk in Leiden in the Netherlands.”	….
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Line In The Sand…

….	Date: January 05, 2011 Hi, TinyZipper… I need to keep this brief, as I should have been in bed hours ago…and I just sort of came to, after passing out at the keyboard…[I’m surprisingly composed and with it, though]. Think of what I did, as a public “line in the sand”… I want the game they are playing [with regards to me anyway], to be clearly understood…and I want it documented, available and findable in a web search…which means I’ll probably find a few other places to post this type of response. Of course, I’d fall over in shock if any of those [or other] URLs I hold control of, ever got featured on that site. But, I just thought I’d drive home a very stark point, by exposing this damning behavior of theirs. There is a lot to be said, about defending written erotica [and motivations behind it], also. I am not embarrassed about any of that [nor of “BC Nursery Rhymes”]…and I will acknowledge these as mine, without hesitation. I’m not so much mad, as I’m just fed up with this flagrant contempt…and just outright devious, intentional drive to mislead the public at large. I’ve been kind of strong armed into silence, out of a sense of duty to various people [friends, etc.], who may very well be outed on that site…because I don’t want to raise wider awareness of that site, on behalf of their better interests…but, this has been going on for years, and I am tired of saying little to nothing. So, thank you for your thoughts here…but, I’m mostly just making a move to expose something, and prove a point.	….

…and somebody is fishing…

….	Date: January 4, 2011 01) LINK …and somebody is fishing… …who, oh who, could it ever be?… You know, I really don’t mind that post being copied and posted elsewhere online…It is a respect worthy stance, anyone who knows who they really are, can take. It’s more the idea, that the gutless wonder[s] doing this, have for years cherry picked little quotes from me, in order to present them out of context, without even linking back to the original source, and usually presenting it all to make it seem as if I was doing/saying something that I factually was not. I see…they’re still crying a river over a series of homo-erotic stories I wrote…over a decade ago… No, I don’t claim to be a great writer…but, they garnered a few positive responses…and for the record, if I can play [or have in the past, played] any role in helping someone cope with their issues [even if the solution includes masturbation], then it gives me great pride to know, that my stories played some small role in helping somebody keep it together, and not become an unstable person. I think more people should write child erotic stories, and publish them…Certainly, so long as they are able to do so. I’m not encouraging anyone to violate laws…but I would take up this long past pursuit, if it struck me to do so again. Honestly, it was just a phase…and while I wrote a good bit after that [including a direct sequel of stories], some of it was only partially written…and never published. Presumably, I have it [my fictional erotica] somewhere. For all these years online [I’m closing in on thirteen], “this” is what some people zero in on [an isolated posting of erotic stories], in an attempt to “represent” me?… I’m wondering if I’m being too generous, by estimating that this accounts for 0.0000000001% of my entire contribution, online… Not very scientific, at all…or accurate… There is one other thing, so long as the smug, smarmy ignoramus are paying attention… [Note: Many of these are dead links, for various reasons.] http://ourlovefrontier.blog.com/ http://www.ourlovefrontier.com/ http://ourlovefrontier.com/ http://eqfarchive.blog.com/ http://diamondraw.blog.com/ http://eqf.nfshost.com/ http://ibld.nfshost.com/ http://stevediamond.baywords.com/ Now, I could add to this list, but I will not… Regardless, I want to see each and every single one of these URLs, to sites I actually have built and control, added to that pathetic, “Known Websites” section of your smear, hate and terrorism website. You know full and well, that I have been maintaining active projects online, yet you spineless bastards refuse to link to any of them [so that people can actually see me, outside of your smears and berating]. What’s the matter?… …You don’t want the general public to know, what indefensible, absolute liars you are? You give four URLs…One of them to a group project, I’ve not participated on in years…and three of them, to websites that have gone offline [mostly, right along with their hosts], so many years ago…I could not even say exactly when. If you’re going to “link to me”, then give people URLs, that are not five to ten years out of date, and utterly dead. You have never, ever given a live link to me, despite having many to choose from, and the glaring fact that most of them predate your own terrorist/hate site. You pretend to “cite” all this, with absurdly outdated/dead links…and also create the illusion, that I’ve only had a string of websites that have all been taken down [something which is actually quite rare, in the larger picture]. Anyone with half a brain, and who knows the facts, can see the bull shit game you are playing.	….

Dream Rider…

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….	Date: January 3, 2011 A new piece of music, for a new year… I’m a bit excited, because I just got my copy of Music Maker 17 the other day. I had it pre-ordered, and it was not supposed to even ship until sometime in February…and then it just sort of showed up in the mail, a few days back. This one was a must buy, because I’ve been begging for a true saxophone synthesizer, for several years now…and this version comes with one…Finally! [Now, I want a harmonica synthesizer!] The down side to getting this early, is that the upgrade to premium is not available yet, so I am left hanging without all the [quite a few] extra filters and special effects…which I am accustomed to having at hand. I never did upgrade 16, but that was a conscious decision…since I knew it would only be a handful of months, before 17 came out…I didn’t want to spend the money, and happily, the Vandal SX guitar filter from 16 has made the migration to the basic 17 edition…So, that’s cool! Consequently, I’ve still been using version 15 for a lot of previous projects, because it’s the most up to date premium version I own…It’s a pain having to juggle one project, between two programs though [not that I’ve done much of that, but still]…So, I’m anxious to get 17 upgraded and be done with that. You have to understand, the premium versions come with so many extra, freaking awesome effects…that once you’ve had them…you really don’t want to go without them. It looks like 17 is going to allow you to buy additional, specialised instrument synthesizers, as well…Though there isn’t much detail online, at the moment. It will be interesting to see what all comes out of that. This short mix was made up of a few samples that came with Music Maker 17… I’ve named it “Dream Rider”, because…well, it just sort of reminds me of being in a dream world…or high…whichever. 😉	….
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