Monthly Archives: October 2011

I’d like to see media producers like that…


Date: October 24, 2011

01) The CBC had a documentary on Scouts tonight

“Once again the complete bias of ignoring youthful boys desires for intimacy, sensuality, affection and sex is turned into a reason for public shame, and a spectacle of depressive abuse.”

I’d like to see media producers like that approached, by a wave [or even just one] of people who found such allegedly “abusive” sex to be a good experience…I’d like to see the responses of these producers recorded, and widely distributed…

I’d like to know, how many people like that would be turned away…not accepted, in media like that…aside from instances, where they get spun as a “Stockholm syndrome” case…

In Limbo…

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Date: October 24, 2011

“A Shout In The Ether”, is in limbo…

In the attached media, I go into a bit more detail…as to why I started “A Shout In The Ether”…

Obviously, it’s not really gone anywhere…and, that’s not entirely due to my sporadic level of posting here…I’ve been bouncing around a lot, on the issue of whether or not I even want this sort of thing out here in public, where anyone can read it. I’m extremely conflicted over it…Plus, I’ve cycled through phases, over and over…really needing to say some things, to one person in particular [plus, just needing to get some things out, on a personal level]…and then feeling like, it’s not the right thing to do…and, maybe, I don’t want just anybody to see this.

In a lot of ways…this project is about mourning the loss, of someone who I have loved dearly…It’s very painful…It’s very angering, some days…It’s also a lot of good memories…It’s a lot of unanswered questions…It’s a lot of inward reflections, too…

It’s been at least three years, since any meaningful contact has taken place with them…I’ve witnessed a hard to fathom betrayal…a lot of outbursts, and venom, leaving them unrecognizable to me…I cannot believe, they would hide behind a different name, and say some of the things they have said [even a few things they said to/about me]…It blindsided me…came out of nowhere…

…And I am still left asking, why they turned on a community which has done so much for them…

…Why do they shun us?…Including “me”…

…This is “Stevie”…Remember me, buddy?…I’m the one you thought to call, when you were separated from your family…I’m one of the people, who has opened themselves up to being outed, by keeping contact with you, while you were in prison…I’m the one, who didn’t forget your birthday…I’m the one, you’ve spent countless hours with, confiding all manner of things in…I’m the one, who’s written “poetry” and rhymes, just for you…We used to be mutual shoulders, to lean on…and no, contrary to your history revision, it was not all “you coddling people from BoyChat”…You had plenty enough issues to work through, and cry over, in your own right…I never turned you away…ever…Which is far more, than can be said in return…

…I thought, we were tighter than this…I never thought, things would end like this, between you and me…

I’m tired of things just left hanging, like this…Sometimes, it makes me feel like just going outside, and shouting at the sky…or space…That’s where the title of this collection originated from…

…You frustrate the fuck out of me, Sweet Meat…You know that?…

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Real Steel…

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Date: October 17, 2011

…Dakota Goyo…

…Dakota Goyo…

Synopsis:

It’s well into the future, and human boxing is a thing of the past…Now, it’s all large, remote controlled robots, who get into the ring and duke it out. An old boxer has taken up owning/controlling, just such robots. His former wife dies, dropping his [extremely cute] eleven year old son into the picture. They end up spending time together, which centers on finding a new robot [the last one got destroyed], and getting back into the game, in a profitable way…and they end up going, much farther then they ever thought they could.

What a great movie!…

This movie is packed full of great stuff…a cute boy…fighting robots…relationship stories…humor…a heart…a good story…

Dakota is in most scenes…and he’s super cute, in his dancing scenes [yes, plural!]…

I wasn’t sure what to expect, going into this one…because, the previews don’t really give you much of a sense, how deep it’s going to be…It might have turned out to be mindless, shallow fighting action [which was cool as hell, in itself] with little else…but, no…There is a lot of genuine heart in this movie…

There’s a few weak points…but, they’re totally overlookable.

Dakota is mad sexy cute!

I suggest you go see this, before it leaves the theaters!

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In this time, in these places, under these terms (Narrated)…


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Date: October 8, 2011

This selection from “In Self Defense: The Life and Times of An Atheist BoyLover…Memoirs and Ethos”, has been narrated by Rocco White. Please enjoy the listen, or read along if you like…or need to.


In this time, in these places, under these terms…

…there is no safety in this fight…

…This fight is not about being safe.

We are not safe, period…not even if we have the false sense of safety.

What we are, is backed into a corner…We can passively continue to be squeezed and crushed…or, we can do something.

…There is no “safe”, in any of this, regardless of what we do.


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