Monthly Archives: May 2014

Hell House…

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Date: May 12, 2014

…SnagFilms: Hell House…

Back when I was in high school, it seems like that was when I first remember hearing about this “hell house”. I may have seen some type of graphical depictions of it previously…but yesterday is the first time I really sat down and watched an in depth documentary on it.

Some of the behaviors documented in this movie…if they were not being done in the name of Jesus Christ, or some other widely accepted social trend…they would literally be looked upon, as some form of mental illness…

I strongly suspect, even amongst the religious…most would recognize much of what is going on in this documentary, as being cultish style behavior.

Watching this…I realize, as I have most of my life, that various sects of religion are modern proof…that just about anything…any belief or practice, can be institutionalized into our culture. Even if it is poorly constructed…it just needs to reach that tipping point, where enough people are reaffirming it amongst themselves…

…This explains why so many improbable, and sometimes crazy, stories get repeated, in attempts to convince people of the rightness of religion…and by entirely serious people, who maintain a straight face.

It does not matter how impossible something may factually be…so long as enough people agree to ignore the fact, that something is impossible…Because that group of people professes belief, more individuals feel justified in believing, also.

I feel most badly for the kids in this documentary…

…Formerly being a kid in that general type of setting…I can vouch for the fact, that they really are haplessly set up, in all of this. Many of them do not even conceive of anything different, outside what that church has taught them to believe…which is why we see some of them speaking about “the evils” of today, in a very matter of fact manner. They get taught these sorts of things all of their lives, right alongside [and in the exact same environment] where they learn math, social studies, grammar, science…much of which is melded with [and sometimes corrupted by] religion, in the special textbooks and materials which get used to teach.

You are not really allowed to question or deny religious beliefs of the elders…and you are kept so deeply cocooned in that isolated environment, that you just don’t form any normal, healthy links with the outside world.

A lot of us have a harder time functioning in the world, because of this…We are not prepared to actually go out into, deal with and live in, the real world. On the contrary…this experience genuinely hobbles you…especially if you leave the church, and you don’t even have that support structure anymore.

You know…it’s not that I am against the existence of religion…and I do understand it’s allure…

…It’s that I am tired of these religious organizations, which behave as though they own other human beings…or as though it were okay, that they conduct business like “the borg”…and they see nothing wrong, with robbing people of their individuality, interests and pursuit of personal needs, in the interest of serving the organization’s rigid social goals.

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Fashionable Victimhood? (Narrated)…

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Date: May 11, 2014

This selection from “In Self Defense: The Life and Times of An Atheist BoyLover…Memoirs and Ethos”, has been narrated by Rocco White. Please enjoy the listen, or read along if you like…or need to.


I cant even tell you how many times I’ve seen people expressing the notion, that one sexual instance [or a few of them] during their own childhood “destroyed them” in some manner…this even being stated sometimes, about very mild, very consensual contact.

You know…it caused them to think about issues, privately…it caused them to wrestle with things, they did not understand…Maybe, over the years it caused them to obsess over what happened, because they lacked a caring confidant to confide in…somebody who could help them make sense of it.

In the absence of a wise, stable and level headed voice…what were they left to do, except embrace the loudest, most dominant voice out there?

If nothing else is being told to them…then what else are they supposed to think, in regards to what happened?

I sometimes wonder…how it is, that some of us find our way through this social forest…and on our own, we make sense of it…we come out of it with a context, that we understand…Not only do we understand it, but we want it…we love it…

…What went so terribly different, with those who never made it to this place?…Were the social pressures just too much for them?…Did they not understand, how they were being manipulated by other people and groups in society?

It just seems to me…they would have been so much better off, had they not been pushed through all of this psychological anguish…and forced to carry false shame…or a false sense of being damaged.

…I question these things…

…What if there were no preconceived notions, of “absolute bad touch”?

…What if the woman who has lived with psychological baggage since she was eight years old, because someone touched her “forbidden spot”, had been allowed to live a life liberated of that psychological baggage…because nobody would have been there to saddle her with these life long problems?…What if the concept would not have even existed?…And she could have been free, to remember the incident in a different light?…or even to discard it, and move on with her life, not allowing it to have any impact?

Wouldn’t that be much preferable, to what we have today?…

…Because what we have today…is, essentially, a professional victim mill…taking the willing and unwilling alike…taking the deserved and undeserved alike…and branding them “victims”…”damaged”…”injured”…people allegedly in endless need, of the guidance and control of the victim mill, itself.

Have you ever thought that just because your genitals were touched in an “unconventional” or taboo way…maybe reality is…there was no bad consequence to this experience?…

…Maybe, the victim mill was wrong?…Maybe, the victim mill was lying to you?…Maybe, the victim mill wants you as it’s pawn?…Maybe, the victim mill has very hostile social sexual ambitions?…ambitions which they intend, for all of the rest of us to submit to?

Today, we have a rising social attitude amongst some…divorced from reality, or from any balanced social respect…where it seems people are enthusiastic to find anything to get offended over…even taken to the point, of absurdly framing themselves as “a victim”…when the entire offense, is nothing other than what they have reconstructed in their own mind…Something born out of their own sense of being offended…

Often times…it feels like these individuals throw themselves into the middle of things, with intentions of causing problems…and without any thought or consideration, for the fact that those who they are trying to disrupt, do have genuine and sincere need for this type of dialogue.

It is as if they don’t understand…social problems do exist outside their own range of perspective…and those social problems are experienced by other people, who they do not identify with…But this makes those social problems no less critical or important.

I wish people would be more respectful of this, whenever they become offended and wish to evoke their own victimhood, just so that they can go on an attack against others or try to disrupt things.

How much of this “victimhood” being bantered about, is even genuine or real?…How much of it is just trite, trendy hive mentality?…

…Seriously.

This world does not need more people who are obsessed with being offended, loud and obnoxious public spectacles…

…It needs people who want to work together, to build bridges, to foster understanding and to solve social problems.


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The Beginning…

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Date: May 12, 2014

Honestly…this is an old track, which goes back to my YouTube days…the first time around.

It’s not amazing, but for it’s time…it’s okay.

You might remember this general tune from both “The Practical Pedosexual”, and from the original version of “The Midnight Archives”.

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Pedophilia and Terrorism: What Have I Been Saying, All These Many, Many Years?…


Date: April 28, 2014

…The War on Paedos: Grooming the Public’s Fear [BoyChat]…

…The War on Paedos: Grooming the Public’s Fear [BoyChat]…

…The War on Paedos: Grooming the Public’s Fear [Original Article]…

…The War on Paedos: Grooming the Public’s Fear [Original Article]…

“Twelve years on and the worldview of Reverend Jerry Vines is now shared by the British government, which has just announced that paedophiles are to be treated in the same way as terrorists. According to several sources, new legislation targeting paedophiles will be included in the Queen’s Speech. It appears that the UK prime minister, David Cameron, is determined to close a ‘loophole’ that permits paedophiles to publish and possess ‘manuals’ that offer tips to would-be predators on children about how to identify and groom their targets. The new law would authorise the use of the kind of extraordinary sanctions used to target terrorists who download bomb-making manuals. Cameron argued that it is ‘completely unacceptable that there is a loophole in the law which allows paedophiles to write and distribute these disgusting documents’.”

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“The interweaving of the narrative of terrorism with that of paedophilia is driven by a tendency to attach campaigns and causes to the cause of child protection. Since its inception in September 2001, the war on terror has always been far too distant and abstract to capture the imagination of the British and European public. However, perceptions about the threat of stranger-danger to children are very different. Paedophilia has emerged as an all-purpose focus of dread, which is why policymakers tend to interpret threats through the idiom of child protection.”

This is not the sort of thing I keep mentioning, day after day…So, nobody can be blamed if they happen to be unaware…But as I’ve looked around and seen it, I have been the singular voice in the online pedosexual community, who over the past decade has been foretelling of the social and political trend to psychologically link pedophilia with terrorism.

I’ve been saying this for many, many years…that they are pushing this idea to a head, and it is going to result in new draconian laws, somewhere.

Here we are today, in 2014…and what I have been repeating over the past decade [at least], is materializing before our very eyes.

…The writing has been on the wall, mind you…if you cared to look and recognize it…I’m just a bit shocked, that more pedosexuals have not been speaking out against this trend.

Maybe…the whole idea seemed to far flung, to ludicrous to come to pass?…to awful to comprehend that a major world government in the so-called civilized world, would proclaim our simple speech to be “terrorism”?…

It is official now…Terrorists and the extreme, horrendous inhumanities they inflict upon the rest of us, have become the new foothold in which to attack pedosexuals…in which to manufacture new criminal behavior…in which to create a world, where a pedosexual can do nothing short of existing in complete silence and social paralysis, without falling afoul with the law.

The terrorism aimed and inflicted upon pedosexuals is expanding…and being propagated by allegedly moral, decent and fair government bodies…allegedly decent and intelligent people…

Their ultimate goal, has been to straight up criminalize the open, or even privately expressed speech of pedosexuals…So that we have zero lines of communication and expression.

My gut sense is that they even want it to be a crime for any pedosexual to speak back to them, even regarding what they are doing to us pedosexuals…They simply want a social and legal premises, on which to seize someone and lock them up, upon merely being identified as a pedosexual…That is where this is leading…declare every pedosexual expression [or behavior] a crime, and set about gathering up every suspected pedosexual…taking them away to some form of concentration camp.

Eventually…if they keep passing enough laws…we cannot help but be turned into criminals…at the hands of these barbaric politicians…and for behaviors, which nearly anybody else can take for granted as a freedom in these countries.

I want that last point to sink in…

…They are attacking our literal base ability of speech and expression, and calling it “terrorism”…

…Oh sure…they framed it as targeting “how to molest children manuals”…but the absurdity in this, is that the existence of such “manuals” as a social phenomena is so pathetically unsupported…There may be an extreme, tiny few instances of things which allegedly qualify as “how to” manuals dealing with this…but where are they, and how many of them can you [or anybody else] even cite?

This is nothing but a brazen assault against pedosexual expression…a step to be built upon, in the coming future…and over something which cannot even be intelligently argued, as a social phenomena or a social threat.

They are getting away with doing this stuff, based upon non-existent social problems…When the arguments for their terrorism against pedosexuals becomes this weak…and yet it still stands…you know that something very bad is about to happen.

I want to bring one last incite to this post…

“Child molestation manual”, is an extremely vague term…and one which remains undefined.

In the age of brief E-Books, explaining how to do all sorts of things…I have to question, if a simple webpage containing a paragraph or two which discusses a realistic adult/child sexual encounter, could be deemed a “child molestation manual”. It is all going to be subjective judgment…dealt out, by people who do not like “your” type of speech…And since they are already passing the threshold of making speech a crime…what are the safeguards in place, to stop them from throwing you into a prison [or concentration camp], because you’ve expressed a politically and socially unpopular thought?

…There aren’t any…Once things have gotten to the point where they successfully criminalize speech…things have already fallen off the edge of the cliff…The targeted minorities are lost in a complete, modern day social nightmare.

Entirely valid speech, which discusses and tries to explain intergenerational relationships of a sexual nature…are likely the ultimate target…The ultimate goal being, identifying and making a public example of those pedosexuals who stand up for their own human rights…intimidating the rest, deeper into silence.

I’ve never written a “how to” manual…and while I have written a small handful of child erotica stories over the years [published on appropriate websites], I’ve never discussed deeply how one might go about nurturing a relationship, with the ultimate goal being sex with minors. If I did such, I’d probably be shut down by my blog host, if I posted it or linked it here…So, I am painfully, frustratingly aware…of the fine line that I walk…

There are still a few things I have written, which I intend to republish here…They are a couple inclusions of my “In Self Defense” collection, where I get fairly deep and graphic, explaining some of my own sexual experiences as a boy…and one where I contrast two very different narratives, in order to argue the absurdity in equating one with the other. I’ve been in limbo, trying to decide the best path forward…because I am not willing to gut the very project, itself, of it’s core substance…But I also know, that it treads a fine and subjective line…Sometimes, I feel like I am being placed in an impossible situation…an entirely unjust situation. This is one of those times.

I question…At the very least…is my own blog, my own expression, going to be targeted and blocked, by the ISPs of Brittan?…the rest of Europe?…

What is happening right now, is not the behavior of a civilized or good natured people…

Pedophilia and terrorism have utterly nothing to do with each other…You cannot find two issues, which are more alien to each other.

I think we are presently witnessing…the beginning stages, of the human species next holocaust.

…They are finally making concrete outward movements, leading us down that path…after many years of vague [or not so vague] hints, that they were ultimately going to push this down everybody’s throats.

For all of it’s self aggrandizing…the human species has really learned nothing, where it most matters in social conflict…It still does not know how to get along in harmony, with it’s own kind…It still is it’s own worst enemy.

Pedosexuals are not your enemy…Stop pushing and attacking us!


Also related…

…UK:Downloading child abuse ‘manuals’ to be illegal [Boychat]…

…UK:Downloading child abuse ‘manuals’ to be illegal [Boychat]…

…Downloading child abuse ‘manuals’ to be made illegal [Article]…

…Downloading child abuse ‘manuals’ to be made illegal [Article]…

This article actually deserves it’s own response…and I will likely come back to this, because I don’t want it to just be a footnote…But it ties in with this post, so I thought I would cite it.