Daily Archives: May 2, 2016

Girls Just Wanna Have (Narrated)…


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Date: May 02, 2016

Thanks to larry of BoyChat, for this find.

01) Man of 19 who admitted sex with 12-year-old girl spared jail due to “exceptional circumstances”

“The teenager said he just intended to watch a film, but “she was all over me, she was kissing me, and then she eventually got on top of me”.

Dalton, who is 5ft 8in, said the 5ft 1in girl never mentioned being at school.

Mr Lander said: “He was very surprised when it was put to him that she was only 12.”

This selection from “In Self Defense: The Life and Times of An Atheist BoyLover…Memoirs and Ethos”, has been narrated by Rocco White. Please enjoy the listen, or read along if you like…or need to.


There are a few different issues that can be discussed here…but, I just want to focus on one…

…That being how utterly underappreciated the aggression of young [sometimes even little] girls, for seeking and getting sex out of a potential partner…even when that potential partner enters the scene, unwitting of her intent…or what’s about to happen.

Some young [and little] girls are sexually aggressive…Some are sexually experienced, even more so than the sometimes older individuals they pursue.

Some young [and little] girls seize liberties with another individuals body…sometimes repeatedly, even in the face of resistance and being turned away…Some young [and little] girls, wont give up until what they have in mind comes to pass [or somebody rats them out, and they get into trouble for it].

One of my earliest, deep sexual experiences happened under circumstances, somewhat similar to the case in this story…except we were both prepubescent [well…I was in the process, but no hair yet].

It came out of seemingly nowhere…and was straight up astonishing to me…

I had never thought of doing it with her before…I was subconsciously homosexual, so why would I have?…But she kept approaching me…putting her hands down into my underwear, and grabbing me…Entering the room stark naked, and asking me to…practically begging me…offering herself, for exactly what she knew well…She knew what she was asking for, and exactly what to expect from the experience…

…I never let it get to the point of my penis entering her vagina…And she was very hurt and angry by this refusal of mine…even leaving in tears over the rejection…She wanted to share something with me…and I refused it.

This experience has conflicted me for decades…starting right after I refused her…

…I have grown to regret not allowing her to do as she pleased, and just passively enjoying it…even if only to have had the experience, and discovered what it was like…I also regret not sharing the experience with her…as well as losing the potential for a sexual relationship, however long it might have lasted [months?]…

Ironically…we are both homosexuals, today…

…I’ve often wondered if her homosexuality [like mine] didn’t make her more keenly aware of her sexual desires, sexual pleasures…and sexual attractions…and maybe it made her a bit more bold, about exploring and experiencing sex…

At any rate…what she displayed, was a much more deep and advanced exhibition of girlhood sexuality [what she intended to do, how she went about getting it, and her attitude and demeanor over having gotten it], than what typically gets recognized in girls of her age…even though we know these kinds of girls exist, who enjoy it…They’re called “loose girls”…

…Collectively…as a culture…we don’t like recognizing the agency of these sorts of girls…But, they are there…and they can have a remarkably voracious appetite for sex, if they are allowed to experience it on their own terms [just like boys]…

…I had the experience of crossing paths with one, while I was a boy…So, it’s a personal experience…and knowledge gained, which I cannot forget or deny…

…If you’ll pardon the expression…I’ve seen and touched it, in the living flesh…For me to deny it today, is to deny what I know as reality…It would challenge the very foundation of reality.

I’m sorry…

…I didn’t mean for this to be about “me”, or that experience [which I’ve written about a handful of times, over the past two decades]…It’s just that when these news stories of sexually aggressive girls come out…it always takes me back to my personal experience, with that exact issue…And, indeed, I could go deeper and tell you more about her…other things I witnessed…things which gave me a more well rounded understanding, of how and why she was embracing it all [despite that many might expect her to be horrified, at the prospect of doing those things]…Maybe, I’ll come back to that another time.

We see these kinds of public acknowledgements so rarely…And a lot of people are, I think honestly, convinced that “girls just don’t do that”…But that is more a lack of knowledge and information, which is speaking…not an empirical body of knowledge on the matter.

…Having been pulled outside of the box, sexually…I know things, that probably many don’t…and that many [the majority?] don’t believe are true…

…Yet they are true…and this knowledge [plus so much more I’ve learned since] has placed me at odds with society, for most of my life…

…Society has told me, over and over…that my life and it’s experiences are not real…Or they are in some inexplicable way, invalid…and I’m subhuman, for having had them…

…I internalized this for years of my life…until the day I figured out, that society lies, manipulates, injures and kills, for societies own purposes…And my only sin, was in unwittingly not serving someone else’s purposes…When you’re not in “the in crowd”…even atrocities done to you, do not matter…Because those atrocities serve the purposes of someone, who is in “the in crowd”.

You want to know why so many of us MAPs scoff at the notion that “the United States is a bastion of freedom, and protected human rights”?…That right there, is a decent summary…The grandeur of the United States, is all an illusion…They’ll collectively stomp you into the ground, take everything you own, break you as a human being [if they can], and call themselves “righteous” for having done so.

Yes…I’m fully well aware, the news story that started all of this is from the UK…But, we have a lot of parallels in the USA…especially when it comes to our collective phobias on sexuality…and how it intertwines with law.

You know…It’s not that I think all girls are nymph like sex kittens…

…I know that I’m talking about a minority of girls, when I start talking about this issue…

What gets me so frustrated…is that the minorities [including people like myself, and the girl I’ve discussed here], make up some sizeable fraction of the picture, when it comes to natural human sexuality…Yet, people like us get brushed off, dismissed and devalued, where it comes to acknowledgement in the spectrum of human sexuality…and acknowledgement as a healthy, natural part of life…

…If we had these experiences…and we came away from them content, or even happy about them…they don’t want to hear anything about it…They don’t want it anywhere near the studies, nor in the record books…

…This creates a distorted view, of our kinds of sexuality…

…And that is wrong…It is just dead wrong…


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