Date: October 29, 2016
Note: There are two different names these were posted under, but they all came from the same IP address…It’s the same person.
To the person calling themselves “TheSith” [a curious and telling character, to choose for ones self]…I am genuinely sorry for whatever it is you experienced…Do not mistake…I am not an individual of the nature which you accuse.
This blog exists for positive and productive dialogue…I do not approve comments left on this blog, of the nature which you have left.
At most…they are either deleted or I take screen captures, and add them to my collection of hate speech and online terrorism…potentially to show up in this posting series, at some future date.
So…if you are not prepared for a respectful, goodwill dialogue, with expectations that we can bridge some sort of gap between us…then I would suggest it’s best to keep these things to yourself.
You’ve expressed both a knowledge and will to set into motion at least one homicide, and directly commit another.
You need to get your head on right.
…And do not place me in a position where I have to guess, whether or not I need to report you to the police.
“You know what would be so fun? If I could lock you in a secluded area in a tiny building and slowly torture and eventually let you die of your injuries. I hope you linger on for weeks or months and I hope it’s hell. That’s what I plan on doing to the pedophile who raped me. You all deserve what I’ll to do him. You’re not human beings, you’re monsters who don’t deserve to live. I hope a law is passed that makes it legal to kill you people out in the open.”
I forgive you.
But onlookers of this post should know…what is expressed here…is the message, mindset and cultural atmosphere, which I grew up in…It took me many years of struggling, and suicidal tendencies, to work my way through that alone…I am a survivor, by the most stark and raw definition…
…Later years of my life have seen me trying to build a bridge…build some sort of a way forward…And yes…I have experienced severe discrimination, multiple times over…and I’ve witnessed many additional incidents…
The person who is trying to deny me, that I’ve ever been discriminated against…is dumping onto me, precisely the sort of discrimination, torment and abuse I’ve frequently spoken of.
That type of behavior is psychological rape…It’s not something that just goes away…It’s something you carry forever.
I have chosen to rise above all of this, and take the high road. I have dedicated myself, to seeking the better way forward.
““To those who have suffered sexual assault of whatever kind…and who have suffered dearly in life, haunted by this event…Know that you have my sincere sympathy, my empathy and my compassion for what you had to endure…”
No you don’t actually feel sorry for these people. To things like you stories of horrific assaults are just wank material for you. Hell one of your pedophile friends on you YouTube channel asked a victim to detail her sexual abuse. I guess watching kids get raped on Tor doesn’t get him hard anymore. His YouTube name is ******, he looks like a mongoloid with red hair. I made sure to spread his profile around to people who are willing to contact him and tell him what he outta do. Which of course is kill himself, he won’t be missed and neither will you. As to your buddy ************ from Phoenix, Arizona…..well there’s a few militia groups and outlaw gangs out there and I’m sure they’d just love to get their hands on him. He’s weak, pale and scrawnier than a hardcore meth-head. I doubt he’d survive whatever is done to him. But isn’t that the plan? Because of people like you I have the job that I have, out of all the hundreds of kids I’ve seen only 36 were abused by “child molesters.” The rest were attacked by pedophiles, pedophiles who caused lasting physical and mental injuries. Injuries so horrific some adults don’t even recover let alone a 3-year old who is repeatedly raped. But to your kind it wasn’t rape it was love. The pedophile that raped her said it was love that made him rip apart a little girl. Pedophiles who drove 15 of these kids to kill themselves, deaths that I personally witnessed. I’ve witnessed countless other suicide attempts by crazed victims who want their nightmares to stop. Because of your kind 15 kids at the hospital I work for are dead. 16 if you count the adoptive sister I lost. She killed herself when she was 10 years old not too long after I walked into an old run down shed after hearing her screaming and crying and telling the two pedophiles raping her to stop. Because of your kind she’s dead. I held her while she died and I will not forget that. I was 15-years old when she died, I still have the clothes I was wearing when she bled out. Her blood is still soaked into them and some days I have to struggle to not break down sobbing at that memory. Your kind is a blight that must be purged. If only Hitler had killed you all, if only he could’ve killed you all, if only he didn’t target Jews and Romanis. I hope someone finds you and kills you and each and every one of your baby raping friends too. Your kind is one without remorse or sympathy, you’re incapable of understanding right from wrong or caring about the pain you cause others.
You have no power to put words into my mouth…And nobody of integrity will be swayed by your attempt.
I am an ally of victims, just as many other MAPs are.
What you have offered here, will help nobody…It will improve nothing…It will only release hate, abuse and fear into this world.
No one who cares about victims, behaves in that way.
In addition, I’d like to point out…
…Just because I happen to have a few YouTube accounts, does not make me part of a “pedophile borg”…I cant control, nor will I answer for, what every other person online does.
I’ve openly condemned bad behavior amongst MAPs, for years…But I don’t normally even go into the cesspool, which is the YouTube comments section…So, I’m not likely to even see, whatever it is you are alleging to have happened.
You’ve referenced an alleged bad behavior of someone on YouTube…yet you’ve failed to give any context, or citation.
Having dealt with far too many abusive fanatics over the years…I know better than to just take these statements at face value…I’ve witnessed real situations where the fanatic, and the person behind the behavior they were screaming about, were one and the same.
Too many of you think you can entirely make up stories about us, and even stage false acts attributed to us…All because you think something entitles you.
…And, you are confused…I don’t allow comments on any of my YouTube channels…You are thinking of someone else.
As for your loss…you have my condolences…
…And as for the rest…I forgive you, again.
However…I am not a pacifist, where it comes to people attacking my person…
…Anyone envisioning a physical confrontation with me, would do well to keep this in mind.
Oh…and for your information…What I masturbate to, is thoughts of kissing the naked bodies of prepubescent boys…and personal fantasies of sucking them off to orgasm…Sometimes, I imagine myself the boy…And sometimes, I am a boy with other boys.
…Other times, I go back into my own memories, of romps I was pulled into by my cousins…I often embellish and expand upon the reality of that history…But it’s a private fantasy…It’s mine to do with, as I please.
I’ve never masturbated to violent stories [or porn] in my entire life. That sort of thing has nothing to do with my sexual orientation.
““…Victims who are in my category, do not sincerely have any of these things.”
“Truth be told, people like me show a tremendous deal more respect towards victims of sexual violence, than most…”
Actually you don’t. Your kind tells them bullshit like “I’m sorry you were raped, I wouldn’t have hurt you like that.” Which is a pedophiles’ way of saying you would have tried to politely rape them, you wouldn’t have taken no for an answer. You are a liar.
“At the very least, I respect those victims enough not to lie to them…Which puts me well ahead of the status quo.”
Actually you lie to them by saying you understand them. When in actuality your kind just likes to read stories of brutal sexual assault on children because it’s the only thing that gets you off. Further proof that you’re untrustworthy creatures.
“I am neither feeding people fantasy, nor trying to saddle others with false victimhood and all the psychological baggage that comes with it.”
Says the faggot crying about being a victim of discrimination. You are not discriminated against but keep crying about and you’ll get it.”
You remind me of a certain BoyLover from BoyChat…
…No matter what you’re talking about, or trying to communicate…it’s always the basis for a confrontation with him…He always picks something to dismiss, and replace with his own slanted re-interpretation. So…you’re never entitled to your own words or voice, around him…You’re never entitled to speak for yourself…You’re just a subject for him, to do with as he pleases…
…Which makes it impossible, to have any coherent or meaningful exchange with him…And he often uses this tactic, to cause turmoil on the board.
I see exactly what you are doing…It’s amongst the oldest tactics in the book…And I am immune to these tactics.
You don’t understand much of anything about MAPs [or pedophiles], as an overall group…And if you worked at a hospital for those kinds of abuse cases, as you claim…then you have got to realize, that you have lived in an unnaturally high concentration of the worst cases, which were collected and brought to you…Your experience and resulting viewpoint, are grossly skewed.
I am sorry for what all you have had to see, in your particular, uncommon setting…But I will not allow that, to wrongly represent people like myself.
People do bad things in this world…We are not all, those people.
…And I don’t “cry about discrimination”…I speak about the realities of it, and the impact it has.
The difference between someone like me and someone like you…is that I want these cycles of violence and abuse to stop…and I clearly understand why they need to…while you are just shooting at the world, and the phantoms you see.
Your path leads nowhere.
I forgive you, again…
If you have any genuine intent, of ever sparing a child from the fate you speak of…then you need to come to terms with the fact…that MAPs must be able to come out, and live safely in public…This is the only way to have any chance of knowing, when a MAP may be going astray…
Your threats don’t work…In fact, they make things worse.
Understand it…Own it…And correct your behavior.
“My motivations are due to anger and frustration of seeing you shitstaints get away with horrific crimes again and again and again. I’ve had enough.”
You don’t know me…You don’t know most of us MAPs…
…And we’ve already established that you have had an abnormally high exposure, to the worst sorts of sexual brutality.
…You’ve clearly displayed right here, that you cannot handle it.
You are exactly the sort of person who should stay out of these discussions, because you have clearly lost touch with objective reality [to say nothing of your own humanity].
I would suggest that you should get out of the field you are in, altogether…Because it is clearly destroying you.
I forgive you, again…
…But that does not mean, what you have done here is alright…
I am a human being…a rather good, kind human being…I have done none of the things you accuse me of…
…I deserve an apology, for your foul behavior against me.
…Are you big enough to give one?
– Steve Diamond
For The Record:
Brutality of any form, is not love.
Lust, while morally neutral, is not itself love.
Laying yourself on the line for another, is love.
Being there for another, is love.
Sharing a life of joy, is love.
Humans of all ages, have a vast capacity for love.
…All humans are entitled to freely love and be loved.
Now…Is there anything I have left out, which is not crystal clear?
I ask you sincerely, who deserves these words of vulgar abuse and hate, merely for daring to live, love and be loved?…
Have no doubt, that Child Love and Teen Love are a pure form of love…genuine and worthy of defense, no matter what some may say about it…
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