Daily Archives: December 16, 2016

Dear @Sargon_of_Akkad …


Date: December 16, 2016

01) The Reality of Child Trafficking Rings


“International child sex trafficking rings are real and they reach to the highest levels of government, business and entertainment.”

Yes, Sargon…lots of stories and accusations abound. Some true, some not.

I take a hardline stance against things like #pizzagate not for want of true victims being silent…

…but because people’s “hearts being in the right place” is not good enough, where such extreme accusations are thrown about.

I’m done with the self entitlement culture which imagines the ends justify the means…

I’m against #pizzagate for the exact same reasons I am staunchly against women who make false rape charges against men.

…And just because some powerful people have gotten away with things in the past, it doesn’t absolve those making up stories.

If I sound at all detached…or cold…Know that I’ve spent a lifetime being subjected to these kinds of “pedophile” horror stories…and all the public vitriol and self hate, that comes with them…After so long, you start recognizing the bullshit inherent in the fallout of these spectacles…In your decades of self reflection and searching…you start seeing the holes in these stories, much more clearly.

No…pushing back, is not the same thing as denying a voice to true victims…and shame on you, for even suggesting such a thing…

…It is precisely because of an almost total lack of common sense resistance to this type of propaganda and hysterics, that we have gotten to a point of such brazen propaganda and hysterics, which is capable of producing pizzagate.

It’s fanaticism:

If I put together a list of the varied, underhanded ways in which the MAP community has been relentlessly attacked…I’d be going on and on, for a very long time.

I can cite an awful lot, just from my nearly two decades online.

Multiple times…outsiders have planted messages on our community boards violating our guidelines, just so they could take screen captures, and claim this [ie: requesting illegal material] is normal behavior on our boards…A few have ended up in mainstream media reports.

…The same thing often happens at the hands of an unknown outsider, just prior to denial of service attacks…They plant their own requests [ie: to meet an underage person for sex], show it to their buddies, and use it as an excuse to attack our boards.

The mainstream media has glorified this one sociopath, in specific…with a long history of cherry picking and outright distorting the words of BoyLovers and Girl-Lovers…I’ve personally been targeted by this sociopath [amongst several others]…who was being treated as if she were some sort of hero, and treated as if she were “in danger for confronting us”…A complete load of concocted bullshit…

People like to drag our community symbols into all sorts of scandals, even when our symbols are not associated with those scandals…and it goes unchallenged that they are doing this.

The media has been outright deplorable and ruthless, towards MAPs…as have numerous public forums and resources…They typically spread and foster the dehumanization of MAPs, while simultaneously barring us from using their forums…Or they create such a hostile environment, that a MAP would be crazy to imagine anything good could come from appearing on their platform.

YouTube…Many years before Sargon of Akkad was known by anyone on YouTube, I [Steve Diamond] had a thriving and active YouTube account…It released nowhere near the volume of media as Sargon does, but YouTube was a much different landscape back then…If nothing else, I produced and released honest media that discussed socially complex issues…Then a sociopath started stealing and altering my content, trying to hijack my identity…and distort my underlying message…My channel got blindsided, by a broad deletion of my channel and his “clones”…This same sociopath spent time trying to taunt and torment me, when he imagined he knew what my identity was…That experience is quite the conversation piece.

I’ve poured myself into serious blogging projects [not unlike what you see on this blog] for a year…even upwards of two years, just to have them callously deleted by some creep on the administration, who sympathizes with these sociopaths…I have yet to be given any answers, as to what terms of service I allegedly violated…They appear unable to actually answer this.

I’m not the only MAP who’s been out here, facing these extreme indignities and abuses…I’ve witnessed similar things happen to numerous MAPs…on lots of different platforms…And I’ve been most intensely involved in this scene, for the last decade…So, I do have time, experience, collective investigation and long term perspective behind me.

When MAPs like myself take a hardline approach towards things like pizzagate…it is about pushing back against all of this chronic horse shit, which MAPs are ruthlessly subjected too…That sort of thing is rotten…and we are not accepting it, anymore.

We demand integrity in media, and in public forums!

Nothing about that inhibits the victims voice…

…In fact, it’s these shysters who are flooding the media with false and shady “information”, who are cheapening the victims voice…They’re dragging it’s integrity down.

…And how can I forget to mention “The Rind Report” scandal [here is an additional link], and all the fallout of that?…The media and U.S. congress had a field day with that…A meta analysis study, that categorized “child sex abuse survivors” into self reported categories of trauma…and given the insanely broad legal definitions of “child sex abuse”, the report found that…Duh!…kids who were in situations they chose to be in, normally were not traumatized…In addition, kids who had isolated mild trespasses forced against them, often put it behind them and were just fine…In other words, we are talking about things which are rationally to be expected.

Imagine that…common sense assessment, and honest reporting…and it massively pissed off the special interest groups, who don’t want these statistics causing their house of cards to collapse.

In reality…we find that the people suffering real trauma [ie: the people from the genuinely messed up, violent situations], are in the well pronounced minority [yet they are given the prominent voice, which defines the entire group]…Everybody else, is just dragged along and monopolized into the typical “child sex abuse” narrative…Their cases are used to inflate the numbers.

The research was condemned, for not coming to the politically correct conclusion…Universities lost their government funding, and most lost all spine to conduct this type of research…Already begun research [which a lot of us took part in, at substantial risk to ourselves] got derailed and indefinitely shelved…research that would have been landmark, and would have provided us with a substantial body of information by now.

We could have had serious inroads, in understanding [and communicating with] the larger MAP demographic…and potentially even outreach organizations in the field, for community support and guiding MAPs who were losing their way…

…But…no…the fanatics decided for us, that it was all a stunt to “normalize having sex with children” [an unfounded slogan these fanatics like to cling to, for purposes of spooking the public]…Or so they claimed…

…Truth be told, they cannot tolerate studies which expose the manipulation of these statistics…especially on such a grotesque scale…because these special interests will lose all credibility…people will know, they are manipulating and lying.

Oh…and “the Rind study” was repeated twice over, since it originally happened…And both studies arrived at the same conclusion…They just more quietly slipped under the radar, of the religious zealots who started the first firestorm.

The actions of these zealots [which includes Laura Schlessinger], did terrible damage to an important and necessary field of research.

None of this is personal opinion…It is established history.

[I’d like to recommend the book Censoring Sex Research (2013), to anyone genuinely interested in just how badly hostage this field of research has become. It is painstakingly explained here, by actual experts on the field.]

About the sociopaths:

Some people get the idea that I am lashing back at people who’ve had a hand in hurting me in the past, whenever I refer to them as a sociopath…

Truth is…I do not use this word loosely…and I don’t refer to most people, with such a term…

If you could see a parade of the specific people I’ve encountered, and talked about over the years…and you clearly visualized the sheer depths of their character and behavior…there is no way you could avoid realizing, that these individuals are malicious sociopaths.

They’ve found another human being, who they can publically torment and abuse…and they wont be judged for it…And if you see these people in their true nature…you understand, that is exactly what they are going after…it is what attracts them to chronically coming back [for years, in some cases], stalking and abusing MAPs.

I’m not going to list off, all the grotesque trespasses these people have committed against MAPs…

…But no educated, honest person is going to look at what they have done…and fail to realize that it is text book sociopathic behavior.

…They get a pass from most people, solely because their chosen target is part of a socially unprotected class.

…But they are sociopaths, by true definition…Their sheer tenacity and cruelty, testifies to this point of fact.

It’s not animosity or anger that makes me call these people sociopaths…It’s stark, honest assessment.

As a closing note…

…I have yet to be affected by one of these sociopaths, where it did not ultimately turn out that they have serious skeletons in their own closet…Some cases are straight up warped and incredulous…

These people are clearly, way overcompensating for something they hide in their own lives…

…It no longer shocks me when it’s exposed…that the people who’ve committed the worst evils against our community, turn out to be violent abusers [even of children] with a criminal record…and sexually deviant freaks who get off on violence and rape…

Please do note…I’ve not had to make up either one of those descriptions…Both of them are factual history, from real life cases we have faced.

In close:

All along…every step of the way…I have fully admitted that my philosophical views on human sexuality, and how it could fit into modern culture, are not the dominant social view…I’ve fully admitted, that human sexuality has it’s complexities and pitfalls…And I’ve tried to make it crystal clear, that I believe we still need to have these kinds of discussions even about taboo sex…because human sexuality is not going to go away…It’s still going to be here, and we are still going to have to face it, no matter how taboo or unwanted, in the minds of some.

…How we deal with human sexuality as a culture, has been a flaming disaster…a human tragedy, to be honest…

…It’s the unwillingness to talk about it and be reasonable, which has kept us trapped in this disastrous rut.

I don’t believe I have at all been objectively immoral, unethical, wrong or scummy, in my pursuit of this dialogue…nor in pursuit of broader understanding, on issues of human sexuality…or just the human condition, for that matter…

…In fact…this has been a hard, dangerous [at times, grueling] path to travel.

…I don’t want to be called a hero…but it would be nice, if people at least acknowledged that what I am doing is noble and honest…a rare honesty, you don’t encounter just anywhere.

Looking at the group of people who’ve attacked and hounded me [and other MAPs like me] over the decades…I mean…the degree of dishonesty and manipulation…the absolute hypocrisy…

…It’s like…Jesus Fucking Christ…These people imagine themselves to be better than me?…

…They think they are a better quality of human being, than I am?…and that they have any place to stand in judgment of me?…

…That they have some right, duty and responsibility to target and hurt me [or MAPs like me], because I stand out here and honestly talk about the world as it exists?

Everything I am discussing here…it’s all at the crux, of what has me so personally outraged and angry, over something like pizzagate.

…There is a long, long, tired history behind these kinds of ongoing, social media assaults on MAPs…and a lot of us are sick to death of it.


P.S. As was pointed out by another user of Twitter…your sources for this video are dubious.

P.S.S. I am not personally offended by your thoughts here…But, implying those of us who push back against this blatant propaganda are “pieces of shit”, and suggesting that we are in any way inhibiting the voices of victims [as if that were even possible], is crossing a line of integrity.

…This issue benefits from receiving a balanced, fact based perspective, from people who’ve actually been living their lives in the center of it…Which is the reason why I offered my own.