Does the Hope Keep Me Sane?…

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Date: February 06, 2019

01) fusewire: Pedophilia is a mental disorder

“I honestly don’t get it. After all these years, it still confuses me how some of you exist. The only way I can explain people like yourselves is that you’re doing everything you can to avoid the hell that I face head on every day. You convince yourselves, either consciously, or subconsciously, that one day you’ll be lucky enough to feel the warmth of a naked boy.

Maybe you need that hope to get through each day. Without this delusion that you immerse yourselves in, you’d develop this so called “pedophilic disorder”, the type of hell that I experience everyday. Or maybe you’re just a bunch of pederasts or non-exclusives who wouldn’t have a clue what a sane exclusive pedophile has to deal with with 24/7.

And I know now. I don’t want to become you. With or without the attractions.”

Do you know why I do what I do?…

…It’s to carry a little extra weight, in pushing back against a culture, all to happy to pull the rest of us off the tracks…pull us down and destroy us…

…I resist, with extreme prejudice, the devolving of our world into chaos, due to extreme paranoia…over what “I”, you or whomever, is allegedly “plotting to do to their children”…

I don’t let other peoples notions about me, dictate my own grasp on reality…nor my ability to inform my own grasp on reality.

Does this practice help keep me sane?…Absolutely!…You bet it does!…

I think most of us would be in a psych ward, or dead, if we constantly internalized 99% of what careless and cruel people say about us.

I can see nothing wrong, or immoral, about this approach.

This world is often absurd…Am I supposed to feel shame, over defending fair truth, all because some don’t want to know it?

Ultimately…I am at peace with myself, for who and what I am [an exclusive pedophile]…because I know from life experience, that most of what they claim about me is dead wrong…and an indefensible lie…

While it’s true that most people never came asking for my experiences, opinions and views…it’s also true, that I never asked to be subjected, to a world saturated with hostile, rotten lies…

…If this world can impose it’s cruelty upon me…I can impose my optimistic integrity upon it, in kind…

This world made me exactly what I presently am…

…Given the way this world savagely treats people like us…I would think people should be happy, that I’ve turned out like I have.


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