Date: August 13, 2019
This selection from “In Self Defense: The Life and Times of An Atheist BoyLover…Memoirs and Ethos”, has been narrated by Rocco White. Please enjoy the listen, or read along if you like…or need to.
Well…sure…it’s extremely complicated…maybe even extremely close to impossible…
…but that’s never going to stop me from condemning, the wrongs committed in the name of “protecting” society.
It’s never made any sense to me that people claim to “protect” society, as they go about acting to devastate large portions of that exact same society.
They’re not “protecting” anything…they’re forcing a social breakdown…possibly even a civil war.
One thing we can demand and aspire towards…is the open presence of MAPs, not only in public communication forums…but also in official public service positions…Yes, I’m talking about openly serving in government.
At the bare minimum, if it is decided that things “cannot” currently change as we would like to see them…at least we would have a voice, and a say in the process.
As things stand…everything is simply imposed by force, threat, intimidation…or more extreme measures.
To the best of my knowledge…we are not really even fighting for sexual liberation of ourselves.
We’re fighting for so many other things…including the simple right, to have a safe life in society…and a place at the political table…We’re fighting to walk society back away from the edge of the crazy cliff.
Maybe the day will come, that MAPs can fight for their own sexual liberation…but I don’t see a realistic shot at achieving it, today.
I don’t view what I do, as working towards tearing down society…In fact, on the balance…I think what I do is actually quite uplifting and constructive…empowering, even.
I admit that I have said many times, I would have happily accepted a far shorter lifespan, in trade for an honestly fulfilled lifetime…and given how hard and awful things have become, I sometimes find myself wishing I no longer had to bare it.
I stand by my statement…I would consider it a very good trade, if I could have had one, two…maybe three good, extended man boy love relationships in my lifetime, and I were dead today…hell…even if I’d have died ten years ago.
No…I don’t wish to push my will onto another who is unwilling…nor onto society…But I cannot live, with society snuffing out the meaning and joy in my own life…and that has been robbed of me, regardless of the reasoning…There is no fitting restitution…Nothing will reckon it.
This is what the war on human sexuality creates…I don’t like it…I don’t want it this way…but, this is their Frankenstein…
A lot of people live with these injuries…far more than most people realize.
Society at large does suffer a cost for this…It bubbles under the surface…and concentrates in places, which in some cases leave children raped and murdered…in some cases, it might be mental illness…in others, social violence…
Society is injuring itself, no matter what…It’s just choosing to ignore the many ways it is injuring itself.