Date: October 29, 2016
Note: There are two different names these were posted under, but they all came from the same IP address…It’s the same person.
To the person calling themselves “TheSith” [a curious and telling character, to choose for ones self]…I am genuinely sorry for whatever it is you experienced…Do not mistake…I am not an individual of the nature which you accuse.
This blog exists for positive and productive dialogue…I do not approve comments left on this blog, of the nature which you have left.
At most…they are either deleted or I take screen captures, and add them to my collection of hate speech and online terrorism…potentially to show up in this posting series, at some future date.
So…if you are not prepared for a respectful, goodwill dialogue, with expectations that we can bridge some sort of gap between us…then I would suggest it’s best to keep these things to yourself.
You’ve expressed both a knowledge and will to set into motion at least one homicide, and directly commit another.
You need to get your head on right.
…And do not place me in a position where I have to guess, whether or not I need to report you to the police.
“You know what would be so fun? If I could lock you in a secluded area in a tiny building and slowly torture and eventually let you die of your injuries. I hope you linger on for weeks or months and I hope it’s hell. That’s what I plan on doing to the pedophile who raped me. You all deserve what I’ll to do him. You’re not human beings, you’re monsters who don’t deserve to live. I hope a law is passed that makes it legal to kill you people out in the open.”
I forgive you.
But onlookers of this post should know…what is expressed here…is the message, mindset and cultural atmosphere, which I grew up in…It took me many years of struggling, and suicidal tendencies, to work my way through that alone…I am a survivor, by the most stark and raw definition…
…Later years of my life have seen me trying to build a bridge…build some sort of a way forward…And yes…I have experienced severe discrimination, multiple times over…and I’ve witnessed many additional incidents…
The person who is trying to deny me, that I’ve ever been discriminated against…is dumping onto me, precisely the sort of discrimination, torment and abuse I’ve frequently spoken of.
That type of behavior is psychological rape…It’s not something that just goes away…It’s something you carry forever.
I have chosen to rise above all of this, and take the high road. I have dedicated myself, to seeking the better way forward.
““To those who have suffered sexual assault of whatever kind…and who have suffered dearly in life, haunted by this event…Know that you have my sincere sympathy, my empathy and my compassion for what you had to endure…”
No you don’t actually feel sorry for these people. To things like you stories of horrific assaults are just wank material for you. Hell one of your pedophile friends on you YouTube channel asked a victim to detail her sexual abuse. I guess watching kids get raped on Tor doesn’t get him hard anymore. His YouTube name is ******, he looks like a mongoloid with red hair. I made sure to spread his profile around to people who are willing to contact him and tell him what he outta do. Which of course is kill himself, he won’t be missed and neither will you. As to your buddy ************ from Phoenix, Arizona…..well there’s a few militia groups and outlaw gangs out there and I’m sure they’d just love to get their hands on him. He’s weak, pale and scrawnier than a hardcore meth-head. I doubt he’d survive whatever is done to him. But isn’t that the plan? Because of people like you I have the job that I have, out of all the hundreds of kids I’ve seen only 36 were abused by “child molesters.” The rest were attacked by pedophiles, pedophiles who caused lasting physical and mental injuries. Injuries so horrific some adults don’t even recover let alone a 3-year old who is repeatedly raped. But to your kind it wasn’t rape it was love. The pedophile that raped her said it was love that made him rip apart a little girl. Pedophiles who drove 15 of these kids to kill themselves, deaths that I personally witnessed. I’ve witnessed countless other suicide attempts by crazed victims who want their nightmares to stop. Because of your kind 15 kids at the hospital I work for are dead. 16 if you count the adoptive sister I lost. She killed herself when she was 10 years old not too long after I walked into an old run down shed after hearing her screaming and crying and telling the two pedophiles raping her to stop. Because of your kind she’s dead. I held her while she died and I will not forget that. I was 15-years old when she died, I still have the clothes I was wearing when she bled out. Her blood is still soaked into them and some days I have to struggle to not break down sobbing at that memory. Your kind is a blight that must be purged. If only Hitler had killed you all, if only he could’ve killed you all, if only he didn’t target Jews and Romanis. I hope someone finds you and kills you and each and every one of your baby raping friends too. Your kind is one without remorse or sympathy, you’re incapable of understanding right from wrong or caring about the pain you cause others.
You have no power to put words into my mouth…And nobody of integrity will be swayed by your attempt.
I am an ally of victims, just as many other MAPs are.
What you have offered here, will help nobody…It will improve nothing…It will only release hate, abuse and fear into this world.
No one who cares about victims, behaves in that way.
In addition, I’d like to point out…
…Just because I happen to have a few YouTube accounts, does not make me part of a “pedophile borg”…I cant control, nor will I answer for, what every other person online does.
I’ve openly condemned bad behavior amongst MAPs, for years…But I don’t normally even go into the cesspool, which is the YouTube comments section…So, I’m not likely to even see, whatever it is you are alleging to have happened.
You’ve referenced an alleged bad behavior of someone on YouTube…yet you’ve failed to give any context, or citation.
Having dealt with far too many abusive fanatics over the years…I know better than to just take these statements at face value…I’ve witnessed real situations where the fanatic, and the person behind the behavior they were screaming about, were one and the same.
Too many of you think you can entirely make up stories about us, and even stage false acts attributed to us…All because you think something entitles you.
…And, you are confused…I don’t allow comments on any of my YouTube channels…You are thinking of someone else.
As for your loss…you have my condolences…
…And as for the rest…I forgive you, again.
However…I am not a pacifist, where it comes to people attacking my person…
…Anyone envisioning a physical confrontation with me, would do well to keep this in mind.
Oh…and for your information…What I masturbate to, is thoughts of kissing the naked bodies of prepubescent boys…and personal fantasies of sucking them off to orgasm…Sometimes, I imagine myself the boy…And sometimes, I am a boy with other boys.
…Other times, I go back into my own memories, of romps I was pulled into by my cousins…I often embellish and expand upon the reality of that history…But it’s a private fantasy…It’s mine to do with, as I please.
I’ve never masturbated to violent stories [or porn] in my entire life. That sort of thing has nothing to do with my sexual orientation.
““…Victims who are in my category, do not sincerely have any of these things.”
“Truth be told, people like me show a tremendous deal more respect towards victims of sexual violence, than most…”
Actually you don’t. Your kind tells them bullshit like “I’m sorry you were raped, I wouldn’t have hurt you like that.” Which is a pedophiles’ way of saying you would have tried to politely rape them, you wouldn’t have taken no for an answer. You are a liar.
“At the very least, I respect those victims enough not to lie to them…Which puts me well ahead of the status quo.”
Actually you lie to them by saying you understand them. When in actuality your kind just likes to read stories of brutal sexual assault on children because it’s the only thing that gets you off. Further proof that you’re untrustworthy creatures.
“I am neither feeding people fantasy, nor trying to saddle others with false victimhood and all the psychological baggage that comes with it.”
Says the faggot crying about being a victim of discrimination. You are not discriminated against but keep crying about and you’ll get it.”
You remind me of a certain BoyLover from BoyChat…
…No matter what you’re talking about, or trying to communicate…it’s always the basis for a confrontation with him…He always picks something to dismiss, and replace with his own slanted re-interpretation. So…you’re never entitled to your own words or voice, around him…You’re never entitled to speak for yourself…You’re just a subject for him, to do with as he pleases…
…Which makes it impossible, to have any coherent or meaningful exchange with him…And he often uses this tactic, to cause turmoil on the board.
I see exactly what you are doing…It’s amongst the oldest tactics in the book…And I am immune to these tactics.
You don’t understand much of anything about MAPs [or pedophiles], as an overall group…And if you worked at a hospital for those kinds of abuse cases, as you claim…then you have got to realize, that you have lived in an unnaturally high concentration of the worst cases, which were collected and brought to you…Your experience and resulting viewpoint, are grossly skewed.
I am sorry for what all you have had to see, in your particular, uncommon setting…But I will not allow that, to wrongly represent people like myself.
People do bad things in this world…We are not all, those people.
…And I don’t “cry about discrimination”…I speak about the realities of it, and the impact it has.
The difference between someone like me and someone like you…is that I want these cycles of violence and abuse to stop…and I clearly understand why they need to…while you are just shooting at the world, and the phantoms you see.
Your path leads nowhere.
I forgive you, again…
If you have any genuine intent, of ever sparing a child from the fate you speak of…then you need to come to terms with the fact…that MAPs must be able to come out, and live safely in public…This is the only way to have any chance of knowing, when a MAP may be going astray…
Your threats don’t work…In fact, they make things worse.
Understand it…Own it…And correct your behavior.
“My motivations are due to anger and frustration of seeing you shitstaints get away with horrific crimes again and again and again. I’ve had enough.”
You don’t know me…You don’t know most of us MAPs…
…And we’ve already established that you have had an abnormally high exposure, to the worst sorts of sexual brutality.
…You’ve clearly displayed right here, that you cannot handle it.
You are exactly the sort of person who should stay out of these discussions, because you have clearly lost touch with objective reality [to say nothing of your own humanity].
I would suggest that you should get out of the field you are in, altogether…Because it is clearly destroying you.
I forgive you, again…
…But that does not mean, what you have done here is alright…
I am a human being…a rather good, kind human being…I have done none of the things you accuse me of…
…I deserve an apology, for your foul behavior against me.
…Are you big enough to give one?
– Steve Diamond
For The Record:
Brutality of any form, is not love.
Lust, while morally neutral, is not itself love.
Laying yourself on the line for another, is love.
Being there for another, is love.
Sharing a life of joy, is love.
Humans of all ages, have a vast capacity for love.
…All humans are entitled to freely love and be loved.
Now…Is there anything I have left out, which is not crystal clear?
I ask you sincerely, who deserves these words of vulgar abuse and hate, merely for daring to live, love and be loved?…
Have no doubt, that Child Love and Teen Love are a pure form of love…genuine and worthy of defense, no matter what some may say about it…
| THE WALL |
Date: October 27, 2016
For the sake of clarity…let me reiterate that I deplore hate speech…
…And when I say hate speech…I am not talking about disagreements, or things which upset someone’s unreasonable hypersensitivity…
…I’m talking about speech which is made to dehumanize people, to demonize people, to destroy people…and to maintain a social order, that keeps people trapped in that status…making it seem like “it’s only right” to do such.
You not find a group in the modern era, which is being more devastated by hate speech than Minor Attracted People [MAPs]…This is an extremely personal issue…
…But I’m no fool…and I know the “justice” system is just a tool of those in power…It’s often incompetent to fulfil it’s stated purpose…You cannot trust it [or the people within it], to regulate expression of common social attitude.
I’ve always condemned the idea of bringing the law into this…precisely because of the fear, of what is currently happening in Toronto.
Canada may not be the USA…But we have these same sorts of groups down here, chomping at the bit to take hate speech laws and use it against others, like a club against the head, to force people into silence and submission…over disagreement with reasonable ideas they discuss.
These people are not about stopping hate speech…Their aggression and grievance, has nothing at all to do with combating hate speech.
What we witness below…is a combination of ignorance, arrogance, power tripping, un-empathetic pettiness…and a disingenuous abuse of the law…quite possibly mental illness, in addition.
In one of the comments section…at least one person expressed the opinion that “hate speech is not a real thing”…They’re free to say that…but here is the point…
It’s the kind of arrogant foolishness on display in these videos, by young people who are clearly orchestrating a fraudulent claim against Professor Jordan B. Peterson…which hijacks the very integrity of hate speech law away.
…If hate speech law cannot exist in an absolutely scrupulous status…then we have nothing but a dangerous Pandora’s Box on our hands, anywhere hate speech law exists.
In addition…people like these give substantial fodder, to those who dispute that hate speech is a real social issue.
Over their petty whining…about notions that they don’t like being called “he” or “she”, while demanding to be called “zee” [or any of a long grocery list of newly invented pronouns, few people are familiar with]…these sorts of people are further hurting those of us, who literally are being devastated by venomous hate speech.
To this group of tantrum throwers, I say…The world does not wrap around your little finger, anymore than it has mine…You are going to have to learn the hard lesson, that behavior like yours always comes back to bite you hard. Established culture is the stone we chip away at, often over a lifetime…in hopes of forming something a bit more tolerable, honest and fair for all…
…It’s not something that collapses to the floor bowing to you, just because you’ve arrived on the scene and don’t like it.
You Know Where This Is Leading?:
People like these are what are being referred to…when political discussion turns to the term “useful idiots”…They are the unintellectual, shortsighted, emotionally unhappy brawn, which forces social upheaval…social breakdown, frankly…And in their wake, the worst opportunists emerge to strip us of everything they can.
…Does anyone imagine…that if grievances over “my chosen pronouns” are to be taken seriously, in the realm of hate speech law…that this is somehow the final destination of hate speech law?
On the course we are currently headed…I predict the day is coming…when even the USA starts throwing people into prison, for merely discussing certain topics.
…This is especially alarming as a MAP…Because we are likely to be amongst the first targeted victims, in the future expansion of hate speech law.
…That law will continue to ignore the brazen hate speech inflicted upon us…while purporting that the mere discussion of our social issues, is “hate speech against children”…because of some foolish lie, that our speech “threatens the safety of children”.
…I hope I am wrong…I hope we never arrive there…But that is the direction we are currently moving in…the day when you can be thrown into a prison cell, because someone doesn’t like what you have to say.
…I think we are being primed, for the return of heresy trials.
“Jordan B. Peterson is a tenured research and clinical PhD psychologist who currently teaches at the University of Toronto. His research interests include self-deception, mythology, religion, narrative, neuroscience, personality, deception, creativity, intelligence and motivation.”
U Toronto Requests my Silence:
U of Toronto responds to my overture: THE DEBATE IS ON!!!!!:
Genders, Rights and Freedom of Speech:
Another week, another spate of mad assaults on free speech at British universities. American-style “trigger warnings” are being used in Oxford University’s law department to warn sensitive students before lectures dealing with “potentially distressing subject matter”, such as criminal cases involving rape or murder. Trigger warning: don’t hire a barrister from this cohort of Oxford undergraduates — they might faint if any evidence is too disturbing.
Date: February 29, 2016
“Religious freedom is one of the basic rights guaranteed to Americans in the Constitution. But just how far should that freedom extend?
Across the country, lawmakers have carved out exemptions from common rules for religious groups, ranging from immigration to land use. According to an analysis by The New York Times, more than 200 exemptions for religious groups were folded into congressional legislation from 1989 to 2006.
These loopholes are meant to give church groups the freedom to practice their religion without government interference. But religious exemptions also can lead to problems, as we explore in our latest episode: Scam artists who claim to be religious have taken advantage of these exemptions, and children have been hurt.
Here are a few troubling examples of these exemptions, several of which you can hear about in this week’s episode of Reveal.”
I about fell over, when I heard that judge [who supports the religious school] reference “the child’s constitutional rights” being violated [by police raiding the school, and taking them into custody]…
…Having been a child who grew up in that general kind of setting…I can tell you, that a child’s constitutional rights [whatever meager ones may exist, in the first place] are very likely trounced all over, and violated on a regular basis…by their forced subjugation to this kind of religious institution.
They typically have little to no say, in whether or not they end up in such a place…and what happens to them, as result of being sent there. They’re subjected to an overwhelming saturation of religious indoctrination, without a choice in the matter…Heck, normally, their entire foundation on which they form a view of the world around them, is whatever these institutions want to tell them…no matter how rationally and ethically dubious [or even heinous]…And they can be severely punished, for not accepting these things.
I’m not implying all religious schools are as bad as the one featured in this episode…But I am asserting, that a lot of abusive manipulation and control goes on in them, because of their very premise and nature.
It often outrages me…how people can get all bent out of shape, and attribute all manner of ills to Child Lovers and Teen Lovers [for simply having an intimate relationship with a child or teen]…while at the exact same time, religious institutions get away with this flagrant abuse and manipulation of children and teens […and even older people, of all age groups].
Speaking as a product of a K-12 religious school…I can tell you, they are a poor primer for life in the real world…In fact, they are a handicap for developing the skills to get along in the world. You grow up ultra sheltered in these environments…You’re taught to believe, think and reason “just so” [and ostracized, if you don’t], by the people who teach you, essentially, everything [at that point in your life]…They do everything in their power, to be your sole source of trusted knowledge, information and exposure…They feed it all to you, “just so”…and they manipulate you, into being scared of seeking, or accepting, outside sources…
…Then, after most of two decades…you get dumped into the real world, without any real skills [because what these places offer, is typically the bare basics of education, with a few meager electives (A massive pitfall of these places, is that they are rarely linked into any larger educational systems…they are isolated islands, with limited resources…They cannot offer, even what your typical public school can.)…and a ton of entirely useless knowledge on their specific style of theology…unless, by chance, you want to be a preacher or missionary, in that religion]…You’re not sure what to do with yourself…You’re saddled with a fear and distrust of the world around you…
…It’s just a complete and utter mess…You’ve quite literally been set up to fail, in this world and in life…And for the life of me…I cannot understand why so many others don’t see this…
…These places groom you, to be an awkward, maladjusted, fearful failure in life…
…When you’re no longer under their thumb…and reality of the world starts sinking in…So much of what they have taught you, starts crumbling away…And it’s like the worlds biggest sucker punch…It’s bewildering…It’s infuriating.
It’s like you’ve been dumped into some “total recall” movie world…where everything you previously thought you knew, is now discovered by you to be dubious…or even outlandishly wrong…And it’s completely debasing, on a full life scale…And you don’t really even know where to go from there…
…How can this not be psychologically damaging?…How can anybody believe that it is not?…or that there shouldn’t be anything done about it?…
…Getting back to societies insane, hostile reactions to natural, human sexuality…and how it forcefully imposes such unsubstantiated fear and blame upon it…I’ve found it to be the utter height of grotesque hypocrisy…that religious institutions are praised for doing what I’ve discussed here…while at the same time, the wrath of society against human sexuality [especially us taboo groups], is never thought to be unrestrained enough…
…They’ll outright make up incredulous things to say about us sexual minorities, just so they can attack us…while totally ignoring that giant in the room, which is eating children alive, and doing demonstrable damage to them…
…And commonly, that very exact same giant they refuse to acknowledge, gains power and comes from their own mentality…their own, social psychology…It runs rampant, based on their own mixture of approval an apathy. It’s truly sickening hypocrisy.
…Keep in mind…I’m strictly talking about how they groom you on the basics of life, here…
…I’ve not even gotten into the myriad of issues, of how it devastates you, when growing up part of a sexual minority…trapped in this kind of toxic environment…
…Allowing these institutions to do that to children and teens…is outright demented, cruel, inhumane…and as close to pure evil, as anything can be…It drives many of us to suicide.
People who imagine that children choose, for themselves, these environments to grow up in…they have no clue…
…And to suggest it’s “constitutional protection” to keep them there…or more accurately, force them to remain in such an environment [so long as their parents or guardians wish it]…That is about as psychologically demented, as broken rationality gets.
If the [U.S.] constitution cared about the rights and well being of [U.S.] children…it would never allow these religious institutions, to do all of these deeply destructive and injurious things to [U.S.] children…
…But hey…they’re way to busy worrying about children of the world, getting to much physical intimacy…to ever worry about such real world problems, that inflict real world injury on real world children [who have to live with the aftermath]…
…Some social agendas are more profitable, than others…Some are more politically correct, than others…Some are more easy as ideological tools, to force social engineering…
…Some are just the unlucky, “odd men out”.
…I wish humans would pry their collective head from their collective behind…stop lying to themselves, and figure out which things honestly matter the most…what is most fundamentally important…
…Incase you haven’t figured it out yet…Invisible creatures in the sky, who hate us being sexually kind and intimate with each other [amongst all sorts of other character traits], and who wish us to hate ourselves and/or be killed for such natural inclinations…those should never, ever, ever, ever, be any part of a list…regarding what we need, for a healthy world.
Date: February 06, 2016
“Donald Trump is accusing Republican presidential rival Ted Cruz of committing fraud ahead of Monday night’s Iowa caucuses, and he is calling for a “new election.”
“Based on the fraud committed by Senator Ted Cruz during the Iowa Caucus, either a new election should take place or Cruz results nullified,” Trump tweeted on Wednesday…
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Date: January 14, 2016
“Virginia Del. Mark Cole, a Republican of course, is so wound up about whether a transgender person might use a public restroom that he’s introduced legislation that would require schoolchildren’s genitals be inspected before they’re allowed to go to the bathroom.”
…In a world where school teachers are mortified at the prospect, of even being accused of anything questionable with a child…
…Virginia republican Mark Cole wants to send them straight into the underwear of pupils?…
That is quite the quandary…Isn’t it?…
…Or will this be delegated to the school nurse?
Sometimes…and I know this is “wrong”, on some level…but…sometimes, I just love setting back and watching this world eat itself, with stupidity.
…I’m wondering when lessons will start getting learned…and which straw is going to break the camels back.
…Do you think we are getting close?
The transgendered pupil question is an interesting one, however.
Biologically, we are all a mix of male and female, anyway…and we each have a unique balance…It doesn’t always fit, with social gender role constructions.
You watch…the day may come, when they do away with “community” restrooms…and they replace them with walls of closet sized micro-restrooms, with locked doors requiring keys [that each person has to sign out]…and cameras and hall monitors, patrolling the hallways outside.
…Sort of like being temporarily sent to prison, to take a pee.
Wouldn’t want anyone taking out those dangerous body parts, to injure another person by letting them see it.
…Oh, the horror!
I’m guessing bills that will outlaw all reminders, that humans even have to pee and poop, will be coming along in the not too distant future.
…My optimism on collective human intelligence, just isn’t that high.
This type of news story displays, why diversity in thought and thinking for ourselves is so vital.
…If we don’t seize and exercise our right to thought and expression…we get dragged down these rabbit holes…and a lot of people do, honestly, get hurt by it.
Date: November 13, 2015
“A 9-year-old boy has been disciplined by the school principal and threatened with legal action for writing an “unwanted” love note to a classmate, according to the boy’s mother.
The note in question appears to be innocent, containing words like “I like you” written inside a heart, and “I like your eyes because they sparkle like diamonds.”
The mother, of Tampa, Fla., who has asked not to be identified in an effort to protect her son, told WPTV that a principal in the Hillsborough County Public School District informed her the school would file “sexual harassment charges” against the boy if he writes another note”
Well…yes…This sounds about typical…A boy gives a few love notes to a girl who’s not really interested in them, and the school wants to make a criminal out of him for it…
What on earth could ever be wrong about that?…