Category Archives: Human Sexuality As It Exists

WE LIVE OF LOVE – A research by Silvano Agosti – ITA , SBT. ENG…

Date: April 16, 2017

01) WE LIVE OF LOVE – A research by Silvano Agosti – ITA , SBT. ENG.

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The interview with Franck is an extract of the film LOVE YOU LIVE Silvano Agosti. This clip is loaded you tube by the author himself that after many requests she decided to make it public.
The documentary film LOVE YOU LIVE is a research on the theme of sensuality, tenderness and love through conducted a series of interviews with marginalized people of the province of Parma.
Built in 1982, this film has been subtitled in many languages because so by a wide audience, and still is the subject of interest in his sociological and artistic value. Claire Fontaine has entered LOVE YOU LIVE between the works that influenced his work, in his exhibition of sculptures, films and writings at the Museum of Contemporary Art in North Miami, had held from June 2 to 22 August 2010.”

This is a boy speaking frankly, about a past sexual experience with a girl.

It’s important to keep a balanced perspective, pertaining to the realities of childhood sexuality…and the natural positivity within it.

…Here, we get it from the boys own mouth.

Donkey Sex: The Most Bizarre Tradition…

Date: February 02, 2017

There is live footage of a man having sex with a donkey, in this video at 13:16 and ending at 13:52…It’s blurred, but recognizable…

…If that is distressing to you [for whatever reason], then don’t watch that portion of the video.

01) Donkey Sex: The Most Bizarre Tradition

“Having sex with donkeys is a part of growing up for some of the local boys on the northern coast of Colombia. We went to investigate this obscure tradition and foolishly said, “we’ll believe it when we see it.”

Here we see another example, of how culture and beliefs affect the way we think about [and have] sex.

Sexual cultural norms are extremely diverse, even amongst the modern civilizations…Looking back in history, it broadens even more.

Notice the man at about six minutes in, claiming all those kids [some of them quite young] were already having sex with donkeys…”They’ve already stuck their dick in a donkey.”

…The woman…”All the boys that age are looking around for donkeys.”…”It’s normal.”

…”They just cant go around saying they’re a virgin”, at eleven, twelve and thirteen…

They give these boys open options…Sure…we might not all look at donkeys as being optimal…But it’s not forcing boys into the unnatural state of celibacy…Which it should be pointed out, is extremely unnatural at that age. From a biological standpoint, you don’t get anymore needful of sexual companionship, than the long period in life where you are going through puberty…and living in the several years of it’s aftermath.

Do notice the two fourteen year old boys, nonchalantly talking about how they have sex with donkeys…Notice how they lack trauma, or emotional disturbance from having done so and talking about it…They describe their techniques, the sensations and everything…kind of laughing about it, too.

You wouldn’t find boys in the USA willing to talk like this…Not likely because they wouldn’t be interested in trying it [many, no doubt, would love to try it]…but because of the cultural taboo, and shaming in the USA.

…And this happens in Muslim countries, too?

Note that I did not bring this here, because I want you to look at humans who have sex with donkeys…

…I brought it here, because it is an interesting, instructive look into the human sexual psyche…and all that it is capable of.

Game of Thrones: Rob Callender…

Date: December 02, 2016

Well…Let’s really piss off the net nannies…

What is linked here [in every link of this post] is not illegal in most places, but it might compromise some people…It shows a young male grabbing his penis, for about two seconds, before panning up to his face…you also see his butt…If you are adverse to seeing that [a scene from a very popular, well known, cable television show], then don’t click on the links in this post.

01) Game of Thrones finally took Emilia Clarke’s advice and ‘freed the penis’ (NSFW)

“One minute Arya was watching an acting troupe perform a farce on the major events from the last few seasons, the next we cut to an extreme close-up of one of the cast members’ members.

The Joffrey actor was ostensibly checking it for warts, but the shot really served no purpose narrative-wise, and essentially seemed like the director was just throwing in a “see, we will show male nudity, and did you really want to see that?”

02) NSFW: ‘Game of Thrones’ fans buzz about penis scene

“Those Game of Thrones fans who complained about the disparity between female nudity and male nudity on the series were thrown a bone (so to speak) during the May 22 episode.

Viewers got a close-up shot of a flaccid uncircumcised penis and a pair of testicles during a scene in which a stage actor portraying Joffrey Baratheon discovered he has genital warts.

The foreskin-sheathed penis and shorn scrotum presumably belonged to actor Rob Callender. (If they were attached to a body double, Callender is not saying — he hasn’t tweeted about his Game of Thrones, um, part.)”


Callender — exact age unknown — is a graduate of London’s Guildhall School of Music & Drama and earned some acclaim for playing Guy Bennett in the play Another Country in 2014.

In an interview with gay magazine Attitude, Callender recalled the sexual experimentation at his boarding school, Winchester College.

“If you’re in a society of entirely boys and you only have free time when you’ve finished your homework and then you’re in a boarding house with 50 other boys, of course quite a lot of that is going to happen,” he said.

“But then it was never spoken about and I think for people who are just experimenting, that is not a dangerous thing.”

I really enjoy Game of Thrones, and was pleasantly surprised to find season six on the store shelves, waiting for me to purchase one the other night…Historically, these usually hit the store shelves around March…not in November.

Aside from the fact that my second disk seems to be messed up [and I’ll probably have to go back to the store, to exchange the set]…I’m enjoying this show as usual.

I was watching last night…episode six…and…I’d been paying absolutely no attention to the media buzz around this show…so it came as an absolute surprise to me, that I was inexplicably seeing a huge, close up shot of a young male penis…which pans up to a face, you could almost believe belongs to a ten year old boy…if you hadn’t already seen him in a previous scene.

He may very well be a youngish looking twenty year old.

I must say…this scene is very boy centric…It’s precisely the sort of thing you’d expect, out of a young boy…anything from preschool to seven or eight…Beyond that, it could only be expected if you really intimately knew the boy…Most older boys wont do that in open company…maybe in a locker room…but not in a more public setting.

…That is what makes this scene awkward…Well, that…and the fact that it feels randomly thrown in there…Are warts on his penis critical to the storyline?…Probably not…And he’s not having sex, or getting ready to have sex…So it comes off like a gratuitous, “Here, look at this!”…

…And to be clear…Rob Callender is cute enough…I don’t mind seeing this [I even kind of liked the scene with “Lancel” in season one]…It’s just strange how it got plopped down in there, for no particular reason…It’s just there to be seen.

I wish they’d quite teasing and tormenting us BLs, in these ways…parading age mysterious boys in front of us, like that…While all this time we’ve had Brann, Rickon, Robin and other boys…right there for the camera flashing…

…But, no…You never get what you really want, when watching these kinds of show, as a BL…Certainly, little Lords take baths?…A bit of harmless skinny dipping?…Such lovely scenes those would have made…

…I’ll take the consolation prize, I suppose…At least it’s not as bad as hearing there’s pedophilia in the show, just to come to the discovery that it’s Daenerys and Drogo [massive groan, there!…though I suppose they could have made it worse…a stereotypical horror story…]…Why couldn’t Brann have been fooling around with someone?…I had such high hopes…foolish, as they were…

So…we get a brief penis shot, from a barely legal boy?…I suppose…relative to the “stick up it’s butt” cultures we have to endure living in…that is kind of pushing the bland, boring envelope…I wouldn’t be surprised, if someone has accused them of producing child pornography because of this scene…[or the Robin “tit” sucking scene…or the Daenerys sex scenes]…Because that’s what the crying lemmings do.

As to the quotation highlighted in red…

…I’m not entirely sure why this got included in the article, or what the authors intent was [pointing out Rob is a bit more sexually free?]…But I am overjoyed that it was included.

It sounds like Rob was another boy, who did not let the fanatics dictate to him, how he could experience his own sexuality…or how he could relate to sharing in other’s sexuality.

…Good for him!

…Honest human sexuality scored a victory!

It’s always encouraging to see real, level headed talk about this topic.

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Attack of the Sith: The Cheapest Attack is Always the Easiest…


Date: October 29, 2016

Note: There are two different names these were posted under, but they all came from the same IP address…It’s the same person.

To the person calling themselves “TheSith” [a curious and telling character, to choose for ones self]…I am genuinely sorry for whatever it is you experienced…Do not mistake…I am not an individual of the nature which you accuse.

This blog exists for positive and productive dialogue…I do not approve comments left on this blog, of the nature which you have left.

At most…they are either deleted or I take screen captures, and add them to my collection of hate speech and online terrorism…potentially to show up in this posting series, at some future date.

So…if you are not prepared for a respectful, goodwill dialogue, with expectations that we can bridge some sort of gap between us…then I would suggest it’s best to keep these things to yourself.

You’ve expressed both a knowledge and will to set into motion at least one homicide, and directly commit another.

You need to get your head on right.

…And do not place me in a position where I have to guess, whether or not I need to report you to the police.


“You know what would be so fun? If I could lock you in a secluded area in a tiny building and slowly torture and eventually let you die of your injuries. I hope you linger on for weeks or months and I hope it’s hell. That’s what I plan on doing to the pedophile who raped me. You all deserve what I’ll to do him. You’re not human beings, you’re monsters who don’t deserve to live. I hope a law is passed that makes it legal to kill you people out in the open.”

I forgive you.

But onlookers of this post should know…what is expressed here…is the message, mindset and cultural atmosphere, which I grew up in…It took me many years of struggling, and suicidal tendencies, to work my way through that alone…I am a survivor, by the most stark and raw definition…

…Later years of my life have seen me trying to build a bridge…build some sort of a way forward…And yes…I have experienced severe discrimination, multiple times over…and I’ve witnessed many additional incidents…

The person who is trying to deny me, that I’ve ever been discriminated against…is dumping onto me, precisely the sort of discrimination, torment and abuse I’ve frequently spoken of.

That type of behavior is psychological rape…It’s not something that just goes away…It’s something you carry forever.

I have chosen to rise above all of this, and take the high road. I have dedicated myself, to seeking the better way forward.


““To those who have suffered sexual assault of whatever kind…and who have suffered dearly in life, haunted by this event…Know that you have my sincere sympathy, my empathy and my compassion for what you had to endure…”

No you don’t actually feel sorry for these people. To things like you stories of horrific assaults are just wank material for you. Hell one of your pedophile friends on you YouTube channel asked a victim to detail her sexual abuse. I guess watching kids get raped on Tor doesn’t get him hard anymore. His YouTube name is ******, he looks like a mongoloid with red hair. I made sure to spread his profile around to people who are willing to contact him and tell him what he outta do. Which of course is kill himself, he won’t be missed and neither will you. As to your buddy ************ from Phoenix, Arizona…..well there’s a few militia groups and outlaw gangs out there and I’m sure they’d just love to get their hands on him. He’s weak, pale and scrawnier than a hardcore meth-head. I doubt he’d survive whatever is done to him. But isn’t that the plan? Because of people like you I have the job that I have, out of all the hundreds of kids I’ve seen only 36 were abused by “child molesters.” The rest were attacked by pedophiles, pedophiles who caused lasting physical and mental injuries. Injuries so horrific some adults don’t even recover let alone a 3-year old who is repeatedly raped. But to your kind it wasn’t rape it was love. The pedophile that raped her said it was love that made him rip apart a little girl. Pedophiles who drove 15 of these kids to kill themselves, deaths that I personally witnessed. I’ve witnessed countless other suicide attempts by crazed victims who want their nightmares to stop. Because of your kind 15 kids at the hospital I work for are dead. 16 if you count the adoptive sister I lost. She killed herself when she was 10 years old not too long after I walked into an old run down shed after hearing her screaming and crying and telling the two pedophiles raping her to stop. Because of your kind she’s dead. I held her while she died and I will not forget that. I was 15-years old when she died, I still have the clothes I was wearing when she bled out. Her blood is still soaked into them and some days I have to struggle to not break down sobbing at that memory. Your kind is a blight that must be purged. If only Hitler had killed you all, if only he could’ve killed you all, if only he didn’t target Jews and Romanis. I hope someone finds you and kills you and each and every one of your baby raping friends too. Your kind is one without remorse or sympathy, you’re incapable of understanding right from wrong or caring about the pain you cause others.
People like you destroy lives. What makes you think you deserve anything good in life? You deserve death. I’m not a religious man, religion is false. But if Hell is real I hope you burn there, I hope you suffer every imaginable horror and humiliation both known and unknown. The day is coming when we’ll be able to openly kill your kind again. I can’t wait for this to happen.”

You have no power to put words into my mouth…And nobody of integrity will be swayed by your attempt.

I am an ally of victims, just as many other MAPs are.

What you have offered here, will help nobody…It will improve nothing…It will only release hate, abuse and fear into this world.

No one who cares about victims, behaves in that way.

In addition, I’d like to point out…

…Just because I happen to have a few YouTube accounts, does not make me part of a “pedophile borg”…I cant control, nor will I answer for, what every other person online does.

I’ve openly condemned bad behavior amongst MAPs, for years…But I don’t normally even go into the cesspool, which is the YouTube comments section…So, I’m not likely to even see, whatever it is you are alleging to have happened.

You’ve referenced an alleged bad behavior of someone on YouTube…yet you’ve failed to give any context, or citation.

Having dealt with far too many abusive fanatics over the years…I know better than to just take these statements at face value…I’ve witnessed real situations where the fanatic, and the person behind the behavior they were screaming about, were one and the same.

Too many of you think you can entirely make up stories about us, and even stage false acts attributed to us…All because you think something entitles you.

…And, you are confused…I don’t allow comments on any of my YouTube channels…You are thinking of someone else.

As for your loss…you have my condolences…

…And as for the rest…I forgive you, again.

However…I am not a pacifist, where it comes to people attacking my person…

…Anyone envisioning a physical confrontation with me, would do well to keep this in mind.

Oh…and for your information…What I masturbate to, is thoughts of kissing the naked bodies of prepubescent boys…and personal fantasies of sucking them off to orgasm…Sometimes, I imagine myself the boy…And sometimes, I am a boy with other boys.

…Other times, I go back into my own memories, of romps I was pulled into by my cousins…I often embellish and expand upon the reality of that history…But it’s a private fantasy…It’s mine to do with, as I please.

I’ve never masturbated to violent stories [or porn] in my entire life. That sort of thing has nothing to do with my sexual orientation.


““…Victims who are in my category, do not sincerely have any of these things.”


“Truth be told, people like me show a tremendous deal more respect towards victims of sexual violence, than most…”

Actually you don’t. Your kind tells them bullshit like “I’m sorry you were raped, I wouldn’t have hurt you like that.” Which is a pedophiles’ way of saying you would have tried to politely rape them, you wouldn’t have taken no for an answer. You are a liar.

“At the very least, I respect those victims enough not to lie to them…Which puts me well ahead of the status quo.”

Actually you lie to them by saying you understand them. When in actuality your kind just likes to read stories of brutal sexual assault on children because it’s the only thing that gets you off. Further proof that you’re untrustworthy creatures.

“I am neither feeding people fantasy, nor trying to saddle others with false victimhood and all the psychological baggage that comes with it.”

Says the faggot crying about being a victim of discrimination. You are not discriminated against but keep crying about and you’ll get it.”

You remind me of a certain BoyLover from BoyChat…

…No matter what you’re talking about, or trying to communicate…it’s always the basis for a confrontation with him…He always picks something to dismiss, and replace with his own slanted re-interpretation. So…you’re never entitled to your own words or voice, around him…You’re never entitled to speak for yourself…You’re just a subject for him, to do with as he pleases…

…Which makes it impossible, to have any coherent or meaningful exchange with him…And he often uses this tactic, to cause turmoil on the board.

I see exactly what you are doing…It’s amongst the oldest tactics in the book…And I am immune to these tactics.

You don’t understand much of anything about MAPs [or pedophiles], as an overall group…And if you worked at a hospital for those kinds of abuse cases, as you claim…then you have got to realize, that you have lived in an unnaturally high concentration of the worst cases, which were collected and brought to youYour experience and resulting viewpoint, are grossly skewed.

I am sorry for what all you have had to see, in your particular, uncommon setting…But I will not allow that, to wrongly represent people like myself.

People do bad things in this world…We are not all, those people.

…And I don’t “cry about discrimination”…I speak about the realities of it, and the impact it has.

The difference between someone like me and someone like you…is that I want these cycles of violence and abuse to stop…and I clearly understand why they need to…while you are just shooting at the world, and the phantoms you see.

Your path leads nowhere.

I forgive you, again…

If you have any genuine intent, of ever sparing a child from the fate you speak of…then you need to come to terms with the fact…that MAPs must be able to come out, and live safely in public…This is the only way to have any chance of knowing, when a MAP may be going astray…

Your threats don’t work…In fact, they make things worse.

Understand it…Own it…And correct your behavior.


“My motivations are due to anger and frustration of seeing you shitstaints get away with horrific crimes again and again and again. I’ve had enough.”

You don’t know me…You don’t know most of us MAPs…

…And we’ve already established that you have had an abnormally high exposure, to the worst sorts of sexual brutality.

…You’ve clearly displayed right here, that you cannot handle it.

You are exactly the sort of person who should stay out of these discussions, because you have clearly lost touch with objective reality [to say nothing of your own humanity].

I would suggest that you should get out of the field you are in, altogether…Because it is clearly destroying you.

I forgive you, again…

…But that does not mean, what you have done here is alright…

I am a human being…a rather good, kind human being…I have done none of the things you accuse me of…

…I deserve an apology, for your foul behavior against me.

…Are you big enough to give one?

– Steve Diamond

For The Record:

Brutality of any form, is not love.

Lust, while morally neutral, is not itself love.

Laying yourself on the line for another, is love.

Being there for another, is love.

Sharing a life of joy, is love.

Humans of all ages, have a vast capacity for love.

…All humans are entitled to freely love and be loved.

Now…Is there anything I have left out, which is not crystal clear?

I ask you sincerely, who deserves these words of vulgar abuse and hate, merely for daring to live, love and be loved?…

Have no doubt, that Child Love and Teen Love are a pure form of love…genuine and worthy of defense, no matter what some may say about it…


Beyond Gay and Straight: New Paper Says Sexual Orientation Is Much More Complicated…


Date: September 01, 2016

01) Beyond Gay and Straight: New Paper Says Sexual Orientation Is Much More Complicated

“All of us have “multiple sexual orientations … across a variety of different dimensions.”


Seto’s research has long focused on sexuality, especially the psychology of sex offenders and of pedophiles. In his latest paper, published in the Archives of Sexual Behavior, Seto returns to and expands upon “the idea that pedophilia, a sexual interest in prepubescent children, can be considered a sexual orientation for age, in conjunction with the much more widely acknowledged and discussed sexual orientation for gender.”


Snap Judgment #720 – Genetic Sexual Attraction…

Date: August 13, 2016

01) Snap #720 – Nuclear Family [MP3]

“One mom, one dad, 2.5 kids and a white picket fence? This week on Snap Judgment we get real. From WNYC Studios, Snap proudly presents…”Nuclear Family.”

Genetic Sexual Attraction [GSA]…

This segment starts at 26:50.

I’ve heard of this sort of thing before…when relatives who are estranged [or maybe never met] finally meet…and they end up having sex with each other.

Sometimes it turns into long term relationships…and there have been a few high profile examples over the years, involving celebrities [IE: Mackenzie Phillips].

While I do wonder if GSA is a real thing…it’s hard to deny the relative commonality of consensual incest. Is there something there which some of us pick up on, that others don’t?…Something that makes a close blood relative, especially appealing?…Or do we somehow lack an inborn nature, which would make close relatives unappealing under all circumstances?

I’ve believed for years…that the natural inclination of humans when offered sex, is to willingly have sex…and that when we choose not to, it’s because of other mitigating circumstances. Yet even if turned down…many will have still wanted the sex…and will possibly masturbate to the fantasy later, in private.

I think…sex is every bit as alluring with a blood relative, as it is with a non-relative…and that no biological barrier is in place, to ward off it’s temptation.

Whatever barriers exist [or don’t], are cultural…as well as a matter of interpersonal relationships…

…For example…if marrying your first cousin is common place in society, then nobody is going to think anything odd of it…

…And as to interpersonal relationships…if a family member is especially mean towards you, you are probably not going to want to play around with them sexually, or be comfortable having any form of sex with them.

Of course…there are always exceptions.

How child sexual abuse became a family business in the Philippines…


Date: June 06, 2016

Note: I hadn’t noticed or watched the video present on this page, until after I was done writing this. I was merely responding to the written article. The video does have a brief description of one account [getting naked, posing and rubbing her thighs]. If you ask me…this girl looks to be coached, and is probably responding to what the adults who have her in their custody have expected out of her. I felt it necessary to acknowledge this video…She seems like a perfectly normal kid, who’s frustrated at being taken away and kept in a strange place, away from her family. Maybe, she didn’t want to do the live streams? There’s likely better ways to intervene, than this level of response.

01) How child sexual abuse became a family business in the Philippines

Why is there no description of the activities being performed in these live streams? It’s simply being called “child sexual abuse”…So, what exactly are they doing in front of the camera?

“Children see abuse as normal

In the 2011 case, the police thought the children would welcome the operation. But the undercover agent says Nicole did not feel rescued; she felt betrayed.

“I know that she is angry with me,” the woman said.

Apart from the scene witnessed as the raid took place, police say they had a video showing the mother sexually abusing her children. It was submitted by an anonymous source from a western country who used his phone to film the abuse on his computer screen.

All six of the mother’s children – three boys and three girls – were moved to a rescue centre, a row of one-storey houses on a quiet path set back from the noise of the main roads. Trees surround the houses, and the staff have planted orchids by the path. In front of the children’s house is a small playground.

The day they arrived, the children played on the swings. Unlike others at the shelter, they showed no overt signs of abuse, their social worker explained. The staff, who had never dealt with a case like this before, wondered if they should be kept in the same shelter as other children who had been physically abused by paedophiles.”

See…This is indicative of the problem, with moral imperialists inflicting themselves onto a culture, where their ideologies and phobias are not looked upon as substantiated…And the imperialists cannot figure out, why the “rescued” people don’t want them in their lives, nor why they think they are crazy. They expect to be looked upon as “heroes”…when in reality, they just destroyed a families financial lifeline…and likely interfered with children doing something they greatly enjoyed.

…Again…why is this reporter concealing the specific activities these children were engaged in?…

…If we were told what they were…would we not be sufficiently horrified?

No child is being identified…So, it would seem a brief description would be reasonable and relevant to the report.

Truth be told…they were probably spending the day licking [and touching] each others genitals, and repeatedly experiencing orgasms…

…not something that could be construed as torture…And something it’s easy to see, why they would not only enthusiastically participate…but why they would be so angry, that anybody forced them to stop.

“The children appeared oblivious to the fact that they had been exploited and it could affect them badly to realise they were abused like others around them.”

…These “professionals” are so deluded.

They are talking about kids who were raised in such a way, that their sexuality was allowed to be experienced and developed…

…This is what happens when children are offered sexual relations…Commonly, they embrace it with much enthusiasm…This is normal

…If the child does not seem to understand that they cannot randomly engage strangers, sexually…this is more a question of teaching the child good social etiquette [and healthy practice], than anything else…

…Though, given the way these children were torn out of their normal environment, and forced to stop their regular behavior…I’d suggest that the people who took them, are most responsible for the awkward aftermath.

…You wont let them be with each other?…and you wont let them be with new people?…when they have something that they really, really, really want?

…This gets back to the whole “sexually abused children acting out”, strawman…wherein these idiots barge in on a child’s sex life, break it up…and then carry on complaining, perplexed that the children simply want to go back to their happy sex life…

…Yes…they’re not following the social mold…”so they cannot be happy”?

…A lot of these “heroes” are especially annoyed…that these children are enjoying the sex, want the sex, and are having the sex for their own purposes.

…Their prejudices are being proven starkly wrong, right in front of their faces…But they are in such deep denial, that they will never admit it.

“Directly after the arrest, the eldest boy, 16 at the time, did appear to be in shock, the psychologist Rosemarie Gonato said, but not from the abuse. “He was quite traumatised by the rescue operation.”

The two younger daughters had no idea that the abuse was anything but normal. “They said it was a business in the neighbourhood. It seemed natural to be involved in this as the other children were doing it,” she said. Police found that it was the children who first heard about live-streaming as a money maker when playing with their friends.

While the children have flourished – on the wall are photos of them, the two eldest beaming while wearing graduation hats and gowns – they are still unable, five years later, to understand the crime.”


…They have destroyed these families…done everything they can, to attempt convincing these kids they’ve been “victimized” [for sex with each other, in front of a webcam]…Yet, they are failing to successfully do such…And they cant figure out why?…The kids are described as “flourishing” in the aftermath…

…What does one even say to this degree of deranged incompetence?

A Radical Idea:

I would suggest…that these many children who discovered this opportunity, who went on to convince their parents to let them do it…were not victims at all…but conscientious pursuers, of something they were deeply interested in…I would suggest they contemplated what would happen, and decided it would be good, well before they started…I would suggest that they developed a persuasive enough argument, to convince their own parents to let them proceed…

…None of this suggests force, lack of personal desire and choice, or a likely source of personal trauma.

…I would also suggest that…apparently…sexuality is more open, in the Philippines…and that sexual activity amongst children, is more accepted…Which is astonishing, given that it is a “U.S. territory”…

…But, “they who know best” have moved in, to “correct the situation”…by inflicting senseless, extreme consequences, on people who are merely going about their lives.

Call me a perverted, idiotic degenerate, if that’s all you’ve got to respond with…

…But what I’ve expressed here, is pure honesty.

…A “news” story in The Guardian, about people who cannot figure out how human sexuality works, or why people would be angry with them for grossly interfering with their lives…

…Where do they find these clueless lunatics?

I’ve never seen the cognitive dissonance of the sex abuse industry, laid out more starkly than this…It’s utter madness.


‘En Tu Ausencia’ HD (‘In Your Absence’) 2008, by Ivan Noel, director’s cut…


Date: May 29, 2016

Contains boy nudity, and explores sexual issues.

01) ‘En Tu Ausencia’ HD (‘In Your Absence’) 2008, by Ivan Noel, director’s cut.

“Published on Jan 7, 2016

‘CC’ for English subs!
Vancouver International Film Festival
Seattle International Film Festival
Palm Springs International Film Festival
Bahamas International Film Festival , etc.

After 4 years of showing on youtube, here it is in HD. Enjoy!


This movie has been published on YouTube, by it’s copyright owner…This exhibition is fully legal.

Probably the most interesting thing about En Tu Ausencia, is the way that it explores a young boys relationship with a man…and how he interprets it, and attempts to navigate it. At one point, this character sexually presents himself to the man…though it’s not directly stated…and the man does not accept.

There is a lot that could be said about this movie…But, naturally, I found the depiction of hints at man boy love, to be most relevant…because this issue is so rarely explored…and almost never in a level headed, realistic manner.

Also of interest…

…Many people in the U.S., where we are subjected to heavy censorship [concerning taboo issues, like childhood sexuality, childhood nudity, etc.], would find it unbelievable…just how common place boyhood nudity is, in the major movies produced in other countries…even today, in the modern era.

…Naked boys in the media are only looked upon as “the death of society”, in fanatical places like the U.S.

…In many other places…these actors and their performances are enjoyed, openly, without shame or judgment.


The Evolutionary Benefits Of Oral Sex…

Date: May 25, 2016

01) The Evolutionary Benefits Of Oral Sex

“There’s an evolutionary reason people engage in oral sex. A recent study sheds new light on the subject.

“While it’s hard to pin down a single evolutionary reason why humans engage in oral sex, scientists have come up with a few possible explanations for why we lick each other’s privates. When it comes to fellatio, for instance, research has shown that swallowing semen could potentially reduce preeclampsia, a life-threatening pregnancy-related condition. This can, in turn, boost chances of successfully carrying a pregnancy to term, which has obvious benefits for the species.

The story is (perhaps unsurprisingly) a bit more involved for cunnilingus, though. Although it’s clear oral sex can heighten arousal and, as a result, overall sexual satisfaction, it’s not entirely clear what role that might play in perpetuating the species.

However, as Medical Daily notes, a 2013 study of 243 men in long-term heterosexual partnerships indicates that women’s sexual fulfillment could have a great deal to do with their decision to maintain one sexual relationship instead of pursuing another…

Basically, the hypothesis goes, if women are getting off enough with their current sex partners — which is more likely to happen when their getting plenty of (good) head — they might be less likely to cheat.”*

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This video is fascinating…

Speaking personally, as a would have been, little [young] boy cocksucker…

…I was curiously dwelling on this exact same issue, about a week ago…”What is the historic and evolutionary purpose, behind the licking, sucking and fondling of genitals?”…

As a form of sex which comes natural, by instinct…I’ve at times wondered why the vagina and anus, just don’t do anything for me…But getting to suck a cute, little boner…Now that fantasy sends my sexual excitement, straight into the stratosphere.

Many people might suggest this makes no sense…and in a lot of ways, I agree…The specifics of what makes something sexually paramount, often don’t make a lot of obvious sense…either to the person experiencing it…or especially to the people who don’t get excited by it.

…So, why the hairless boner sucking?…Why is the idea of dragging my tongue across his bare pubic area, or up and down his tummy and chest, so appealing a fantasy to me?

One of the natural reasons I’ve theorized [amongst several]…is that MAPs like me exist, to help cut down on the number of little [and young] boys, who are sticking their erections into young girls…girls who are physically unprepared to be penetrated, and to carry a pregnancy full term, yet they can still get pregnant.

I think we are natures sexual pacifier, for young boys…And the benefactors include not only the boys, but ourselves and the girls…who could possibly be killed in child birth…or who may develop conditions, or cancer, from unhygienic sex practices at a young age.

…I think we do have a genuine purpose in the social biosphere…And I think it is a good, noble purpose…One for which we should feel no shame.

We are just not being allowed to fill our natural place…The boys and girls, are not being allowed to benefit from us…and it throws many things, out of their natural balance.

…It’s really a terrible shame.

Show Me! the Most Controversial Sex Ed Book Ever – trailer…

Date: May 12, 2016

01) Show Me! the Most Controversial Sex Ed Book Ever – trailer

“Uploaded on Mar 17, 2009

Trailer for documentary film in progress about Show Me! A controversial sex education book from the 1970s that was published in Germany and the United States but then effectively banned in America in the early 1980s.”


I have no idea if this movie was ever completed, but the guy who appears to be behind the project [WILLIAMS COLE], uploaded new content onto his Vimeo account, within the past few weeks…So, he’s still around.

I’d love to see this completed movie.

Show Me! is available for entirely legal purchase […yes…even in the U.S.] on…Just do a search for it…But, the prices are grossly inflated.

Just between you and me…the book is great, and does exactly what it’s supposed to do…But, it’s not really worth the money being asked for. It’s a beautiful book…though I’d only recommend buying it, if you actually have related children in your life who need such a resource.

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Small disclaimer: I don’t expect anybody at all, to actually purchase a copy of this book, based upon my post here. The prices are obscene, and I’m only posting this to share something interesting with my audience. If you have any interest in purchasing a copy of this book, I advise you to know your state and local laws first.

Wikipedia: Show Me!

A Few Comments:

a) I do know that there was a PDF upload of this book online, somewhere…years ago. I’d be hard pressed to tell you where it was at, since I cannot find the link.

b) One of the YouTube commentators blamed this book, for how they grew up to be sexually messed up…Which is an incredible heavy thing to dump onto such a book…and even more so, considering how they describe the sexual stigma they grew up in…and the bad relationship with their [I presume single] mother.

What they describe, is how the book made them feel…after they’d already reached [probably adolescence], in an environment where they’d been conditioned to shun and fear this sort of thing.

…I don’t believe the book is the real culprit here.

The U.S. has fashioned itself into an abysmal, dysfunctional environment…where people are conditioned to dread “sex talk with kids” so bad…that it can barely even happen, in a coherent way.

…It’s no wonder so many people in the U.S. have sexual hang ups…or they cant function sexually…or accept themselves, sexually.

We’ve been raised to hate this part of ourselves.