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Doing my part, to disinfect ignorance into extinction.

100 Renowned Academics Speaking About God…

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Date: August 30, 2015

01) 100 Renowned Academics Speaking About God


“Published on Aug 18, 2014

The more scientifically literate, intellectually honest and objectively skeptical a person is, the more likely they are to disbelieve in anything supernatural, including god. This film is a compilation of some of the best examples of such individuals, and their thoughts on the divine. All the speakers featured are elite academics and professors at top institutions, some of whom are also Nobel Laureates.

This is part of a “Speaking About God” series by J Pararajasingham. You can see the other videos in the series here: Link

Highly thought provoking…and so, so, so many pieces of insight, which could be commented on here. This is worth watching.


Speaking About God Playlist:

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#talkwithpedophiles Response: June 15, 2015…

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Date: June 22, 2015

In this IBLD season…I’ve finally decided to release something I’ve been carrying with me, for quite a few years…since before I even began blogging…So it’s fitting that it comes back home, here, where it all began. In some manner…this experience is one of several, which prompted me into blogging.

I hope you wont be too judgmental, and accept this for what it is…

It was hard for me to do this project, for a variety of reasons…but I had too…I just had to do this.

I’ve not been in good health for years…A minor stroke or two [or several], and yes…I do have a very awkward speech style. My voice isn’t what it was, even just two or three years ago…Sometimes, I have a lot of trouble speaking…It’s why I have a number of peculiarities in my speech, here in this recording. I’m just telling you this, so you know.

I edited nothing…so, there are a couple of verbal flub-ups…five or so…and a couple substantial pauses [though surprisingly few]. It’s mostly continuous, slow and relaxed talking, for over 37 minutes.

I originally recorded this for the #talkwithpedophiles hashtag on Twitter…I’ll embed the YouTube version of that, below the audio version here. So you’ll have two options for listening, incase one is malfunctioning.



01) EQ Foundation #talkwithpedophiles Responses June 15, 2015


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Some Reality about “Triggers”…


Date: April 17, 2015

01) Trigger warnings demean feminism. Here’s why.


I haven’t really written or talked about it a whole lot, but this issue has increasingly been on my mind…Mostly because, as Christina points out, it has become a tool for imposing hostility against open thought and expression.

…It’s even been used against me, amidst an effort to smear my character…

It’s probably a little known fact, that over a decade and a half ago…I went through a phase where I was writing short masturbation stories…They were mostly in the vein of reflective, young homoerotic stories…the kind you might have found in gay magazines, years ago.

I would not call myself great at this endeavor…but it was fun…it served an important need…and I was offering something that was useful, to people who lacked other outlets. It was a gift to the wider community, to help them cope…to ease and enhance their life, a bit.

They mostly existed in a singular collection…a series, which added up the narration of an over the top sex romp, between three boys…Nothing about this was meant to be taken seriously…It was submitted and published on two websites, specializing in just exactly this thing…masturbation stories…It was all buried several layers deep, on a website that forced you to knowingly self elect to see it…You’d have to go hunting around for this specific type of story, and stumble upon it…It wasn’t something that would just show up in a search engine.

…You can imagine my amusement, when something like a decade later…some bozos [at Perverted Justice] decided to publish a direct link to this story, on a webpage which was supposedly an expose of me…accompanied by a “trigger” warning…As in, they expected that some percentage of people would spaz out, should they click the link and encounter my rather lighthearted and amusing story.

…It is just plain nuts, the degree to which this “trigger” superstition has been taken…I know some people are sensitive…but good grief!…Honestly?…That is just outright stupid.

It has become even more incredulous…because after Perverted Justice dropped the website, and quietly distanced itself from what it had done…one of the idiots behind creating it, spent years getting kicked off of numerous hosts [for terms of service violations, because the website is online harassment, stalking and making tangible terrorist threats against people…and it’s an outright smear campaign of the worst sort]…all along, publishing a link to my story with a “trigger” warning…

…Today is the first time I’ve even acknowledged my porn writing past, in many years…I’ve not linked to that story on a public website, ever [it was against the rules of the websites to do so, anyway…They wanted every visitor to read and agree to the terms of service, which included acknowledgement that they willfully intended to access such content]. I only shared it for a short window of time, through private and personal venues [like IRC chat]…So, it’s a trivial piece of my deep past…which I am proud of, for the record…I hope my creativity served many people well…

…But for all this time I’ve not even acknowledged the existence of these stories…that deranged bozo has been, I believe, the singular and most prominent advertiser and promoter of my porn stories…all the while being “so concerned” about the possibility of “traumatizing” people, by exposing them to my stories.

…Yeah…”triggers”…Uh huh…

Of course…this person was just trying to rile up narrow minded people, who are already prone to become outraged at anything even remotely taboo…but this experience has always stuck with me, and made me realize just how watered down, crazy and meaningless the term “[mental] triggers” has become.

I don’t see the concept of “triggers” as being entirely invalid, because people can associate all sorts of things with a deep, personal trauma…But people have gone absolutely crazy, pro-actively associating this term with all manner of things.

Is my silly, whimsical story, about happy, enthusiastic boys having lots of happy sex, really going to “trigger” anyone into anything at all [other than arousal and orgasm]?

People who are that hyper sensitive, simply need to not seek such content out…Problem solved…

…though not in a world, where we have bozo’s who go out of their way to create problems.

There is a ton of problems with the concept of “triggers”, especially as it is being used today.

Gary Glitter: His “Finding Jesus” Moment?…

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Date: February 8, 2015

…gary glitter – desperate or hypocrite?…

…gary glitter – desperate or hypocrite?…

…Gary Glitter claims his own daughter was fathered by his best friend and blames his child porn addiction on money worries and being abused as a boy…

…Gary Glitter claims his own daughter was fathered by his best friend and blames his child porn addiction on money worries and being abused as a boy…

“…Choking back tears, he told Southwark Crown Court: ‘I don’t know why. I suppose I just got caught up in some sort of curiosity.

‘Because I was probably out of it, I wasn’t empathising with the victims and it’s just the most awful place to be in.

‘It’s got to stop, all this internet pornography of children. It’s got to stop now,’ he said.

‘I was abused as a child and maybe I was trying to work my own feelings out.

‘Today, I have no interest in looking at this awful porn now. It’s disgusting. It’s destroyed my life, it’s destroyed my family’s lives and it’s most likely destroyed all the children’s lives. I’m have nothing but total empathy for those poor children…”

Is anyone at all shocked by this?…

You know what I think?…

…I think, Gary Glitter is a Child Lover at his base…one who never learned to know himself, or how to read the world around him…

For as many years as Gary has been in the news…not a single thing I have ever seen or read about him, has led me to the conclusion that Gary recognized a more severe need of the many.

Did he ever take any principled stand on issues which affect Child Lovers, before having his feet held to the fire by those meaning him ill, and while he was in their grasp?

…If he did, I would be seriously shocked to find out about it…

Gary went off…I believe it was to the Philippines…to continue sowing his own wild oats, even as he was rather aged…where he was tried, convicted and sent to prison, for the charges of having sex with underage females…and then extradited back to Britain, where he now faces various charges all over again.

His most significant “contribution” to any Child Love [Teen Love] movement, was that of being a hapless lightning rod…exposing just how rabid and obsessed the British press gets.

…But his only discernable loyalties during all of this…were those to his own penis, and his own self preservation…

…Gary Glitter was never anything of substance, to the Child Love and Teen Love movement…He was no pillar in the community…He did nothing to better the plight of CL’s and TL’s…or the children and teens that they love…

In fact…he did not even appear to do anything at all, for the general liberation of loving relationships.

…He just ran off, in pursuit of whatever teased his penis…

I suppose…there is some argument to be made…that people like Gary seize their opportunities…and they at least got to live a little, in their lifetime…And maybe they realized it might eventually catch up with them, but they decided at some point that it was worth it…the trade off.

…But now we have the same old story…playing itself out again…

…A caught CL/TL…alone in the clutches of a system, waiting to grind him to bits…No group or resources to defend himself…totally at the mercy of the system…And of course, he is going to be nothing more than a tool of the state from this point on. His potential for good, is decimated…He is muted, and unable to stand or fight for anything…except what the state tells him to stand and fight for.

…It felt soooo good, when you were emerged in it, didn’t it Gary?…Yes it did…Don’t lie…

…And you likely rationalized, that in your later years…it would be all down hill, so what does it matter?….

…It’s funny how so long as you retain your cognitive stability, life never really does stop holding a personal significance…nor a drive to keep going…to keep living. Your circumstances continue to matter…You continue to want to see a better day.

I just wish people like you, Gary…would have seen the bigger picture…and would have substantively fought the injustices CL’s, TL’s, Children and Teens face in this world…

Instead…your potential fizzled out, as some spectacle selling tabloid magazine rag sheets…

…And now you are just a puppet…crying in your own puddle of tears…begging the system to leave you alone for whatever years remain of your life…Saying whatever you think they want to hear…Betraying the literal choices of your life, which you lived by and…saw value in…and clearly went to uncommon lengths, in order to experience repeatedly. Your actions tell us, that you believed in this way of life…even if you never publically defended it…

…Now, you turn on it all…because it is what fits your self preservation…

You should have spent your life fighting for the day, that no good person ever finds themselves in the position you face today.

…I’ve become very tired…of those of us who run off to “have all the goodies” for themselves…just to turn around and refuse fighting for their right, to have what they had…refuse taking any principled stance, except to adopt the condemnation against what they did…They are all apologies and begging for forgiveness, when any time comes to actually make a stand for how they lived…or for the freedom of love.

If Gary Glitter were a principled, honest man of integrity…he would be accepting that he is old, not likely to live a great number of more years…and accepting that for all he experienced and received in his own life [which so many of us never will], his standing up in defense of liberating human love is a calculated price…and a calculated move…

…It is unfortunate that Gary Glitter, who’s life is already essentially over [though given his appearance at his court date, he doesn’t look to be suffering or in want of anything], cant even be moved to “take a hit for the team”, and actually do something of substance to fight against this form of injustice.

…And he is someone who had resources, personal fame…influence…

You want to know why so many of us continue to get screwed over by the system?…

…It is because so few of us are loyal to each other…So few of us care about each other enough, to fight on behalf of one another…or on behalf of our groups, as social demographics.

…There are too damn many Gary Glitters out there amongst us…who no matter what advantages life throws at them, they only think about their own pursuit of orgasms…and their own self preservation.

This self centered, “To hell with everyone else” attitude, has got to end.

Sad thing about Gary Glitter…I have to admit, I’ve never been moved to expect anything different out of him, other than what we are witnessing today.

Gary is a lost opportunity…a senseless black eye, to the rest of us…Someone who never understood the larger picture.

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Anonymous Hate Propaganda: OpDeathEaters…

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Date: December 16, 2014

…YouTube: OpDeathEaters…

A personal review…

With a name like “OpDeathEaters”…you pretty much have got to expect, this is going straight into cuckoo land…and at breakneck speed.

…We are not disappointed here.

You can skip the first minute or more, which is just a weird song, with pictures of accused and railroaded individuals being shown amidst old video of children going about things. It is pure, hyperbolic propaganda…dripping with it’s painfully obvious intent to rile you up, and appeal solely to emotion…facts and simple reality be damned [What use are those to zealots, who just want someone to crucify?].

Notice at 2:43, how a smear article concerning Tom O’Carroll and PIE [Paedophile Information Exchange – A political and social movement for pedophiles in the UK, active during the seventies and eighties I believe] is inexplicably flashed across the screen…After a voice synthesizer just got done referencing the disappearance of hundreds of children…and torture…and “losing the bottoms of their bodies”…

…Yes…because the first thing someone who has a hand in murdering, torturing and dismembering the bodies of hundreds of children is so likely to do, is to maintain a public organization, write books, and campaign for the rights of Children and Child Lovers, while they know they’ll be reviled and unfairly scrutinized…

My goodness!…How could we all just not see the obviousness of this?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!!

They are attempting to associate Child Lovers with this [as of yet] unsubstantiated scandal…

…Gee…Thanks a lot for that!…Is there anything else you guys at Anonymous want to pull entirely out of your own butts, and throw at Child Lovers?

If in fact there was some sadistic mass murder of UK children…That was not an act of Child Lovers.

If it even happened…whatever the hell it was…that is something all together else.

They go on…keeping with PIE…Of course, they cant stand us taking on the identity “Child Lover”…They just hate that…So here they are, trying to tie “Child Lover” in with some hazy claims and very old, cold criminal case…Which have nothing to do with Child Love.

One thing I am realizing here, quickly…is that the person who created this video, is a conspiracy theorist nutcase…This video it’s message is totally subjective…It simply dictates this over the top narrative…

…There is “a ruling class, which is murdering your children”…right…

…And the whole of media is just turning a blind eye, and totally adopting the PIE message…Well, except for the parades of hyperbolic social justice warriors, who have been chronically offended and outraged at the mere existence of paedophiles for the last thirty years…or so. But if we ignore that mass majority, which has been pretty well drowning out the voices of Child Lovers for decades…then I suppose, yeah…You might find a tiny nugget of sanity, every once in a while…

…relatively speaking…But it demands a major blind spot, in your field of view.

Anonymous [or at least the person behind this hate propaganda] finds tolerance and understanding for
pedophiles to be objectionable, apparently…and they don’t like calling sex between adults and children…well…”sex”…I guess the simplicity of honesty is offensive to them, as well.

…Not much of a surprise there…Honesty usually causes the deepest offense, when we are dealing with zealots and bigots.

…”These people feed off the agony of others”…”cause wars”…”torture and murder children as recreation”…

…Oh really?…

Some half baked UK urban legend hits the rag sheets, and suddenly it is fodder for you to start rewriting the ethics, behaviors and legacy of Child Lovers?…

You know…I realize this bozo is mostly talking about politicians and powerful celebrities here…And that this is one of the favored tactics of the conspiracy theory crowd…blame and spread stories, about people with power…because they read something somewhere…or heard something…But in reality, they don’t know a damn thing about it’s substantiation. They are just throwing stuff out there, to rile up people.

…And no…Politicians have been anything but kind to Child Lovers…There is no hidden alliance…Incase nobody has noticed, politicians are generally ruthless and exploitative against people like us. If some of them are sociopathic hypocrites, who did such things to children…Child Lovers would be amongst the first, who would be demanding a reckoning.

…And we go on too “These are not Child Lovers…These are Death Eaters”…

I would agree, what is shown and suggested with lots of innuendo here, is not anything that reflects upon Child Lovers…Maybe whomever did do such things, could be reasonably called “Death Eaters”…But I’m thinking, this would make too much sense for the creator of this video to comprehend…and that they are trying to rename Child Lovers, “Death Eaters”…Strongly feels that way, anyway.

…Oh!…They bring up human trafficking…and claim we have a global network…

…Gee…the better chunk of two decades involved as a Child Lover…and nobody has ever bothered to inform me about any of this…And here comes mister [miss?] Anonymous, who reads a few rag sheets, and they can tell us all about it!

…Oh my goodness!…Organ harvesting even makes it in here!!

Say…I wonder if they are going to claim that we eat the brains of children, next…Or maybe we bend them over, and suck the souls of children out through their butts?…

…Hmmm…”We are everywhere…We are legion…Blah day blah, blah, blah!…Let’s gather around, beat our chests some more, and declare our own high and mighty greatness! [because nobody in their right mind is going to, so we have to do it ourselves], and strike fraudulent fear in the hearts of onlookers, by our boasting and immature posing [though more likely, people fear us because we are psychologically unstable predators]”…

…That was a fitting summary there…that last paragraph…

…And they try to spin themselves, as “the voice of the murdered, and the victims”…A typical refuge of zealot scoundrels…Always a comfy banner to wrap yourself in, for deflecting much deserved criticism…

…Unfortunately for you…Like various others, I see right straight through you…and your feeble, yet malicious, attempts at attacking the Child Love community.

I don’t want to say anything else about this hate propaganda tripe.

Obviously…thinking critically and common sense, are not strong points for your average Anonymous member.

…And obviously…many Anonymous members desperately need the guidance, of those of us who can separate fact from fantasy…and who can think critically…

…I’d suggest many of them need someone keeping an eye on them, too…

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I endorse this…


Date: December 07, 2014

This thread is in response, to what appears to be a young gay activist writer, who has taken it upon himself to tell the rest of us [who he deems not to be sexual minorities], that we cannot use the term “coming out” when speaking of our own…well…our own coming out.

…For Reference…

…For Reference…

…Post from Eric Tazelaar [which I endorse]…

…Post from Eric Tazelaar [which I endorse]…

…In fact, this statement covers my reasons [most of them] for identifying this type of behavior as “hate speech”.

…If the socially privileged perverts are going to be hypocrites, then this needs to have an enormous spotlight glaring down on it.

The guy who wrote this goes by the name halfwrite, halfwrite89 and “Callum Hunter” [Not sure if that last one is a creative pseudonym, or legal name]…The version I was made aware of, appears on his personal blog [http://writeitquick.wordpress.com/]…Not sure how long he’s been writing, but he’s not been blogging there long.

My take is…he appears to be a mid-twentysomething who is gay or bisexual, and who has been brought up in the whitewashed, politically correct, sanitized and carefully packaged “LGBT rights” world…Hence, the painfully obvious sense of self entitlement, when it comes to being territorial about words and phrases…and the lack of hesitation or qualm, in dehumanizing other minorities.

…And what Callum did here, is in fact dehumanization…It is dehumanizing propaganda, implying that we are beneath people like him, and that we have no right to stand or behave on equal footing with people like him.

I would recognize this as clear hate speech…because it is the very thing.

The danger posed by people doing this sort of thing…is that they have the potential of steering large and powerful social groups, towards hyperbole hysterics…stripping whomever they’ve demonized, of any manner of human rights.

In this specific case…creating a conflict over the use of “coming out”, when no true conflict even exists [this is something Collum has made up and thrown out there, possibly because he is trying to lite a fire under his freelance writing career?], is an act of defying our human rights to self identity…as well as to self determination, and ability to communicate.

His implication that we should be banned from “coming out” in preference for “revealing ourselves” [Doesn’t that just sound like “something sinister has been exposed”?], is extreme condescension.

I’ll throw out the title of the post I am planning to write [or record vocally, maybe] for my blog…and just inform Collum right here, that “Coming Out” is a Human Experience…There is nothing about it, which was ever reserved for the LGBT community…Heck, Atheists have been using the term for years.

In fact…”coming out” is every bit as deeply engrained in our culture, as Child Lovers and Teen Lovers, as it is in the LGBT culture…The only real difference here, is that the LGBT culture stands in a place of far greater privilege than we do…and they have gotten away with incorporating the term “coming out” into their own integration strategy [ie: “coming out day”].

…But we have been using the term “coming out”, as far back as I can recall…And frankly, Collum is extremely late to this issue, which he looks to be trying to pick a fight over…

…Or, maybe he is just this naïve, and I have no right to read all of this into his intent?

I’ve been bemoaning for years, the way politically correct LGBT groups have been sterilizing their own past, and grooming sexual minority kids towards this dangerously unaware, uncritical and self entitled outlook on not just life…but on themselves as a group…

…Paired with the monstrosity the LGBT cursed this world with, of mindless chanting retorts, yelling so loud as to drown out everyone else, general bullying, and just doing everything within their power to manipulate and damage people of differing viewpoints [ie: lots of garbage, I believe was heavily influenced by “the jerry springer show”]…and turning this noxious behavior into the norm, when what we really need in this world will never be possible, because of that type of behavior…

…I can see clearly, that the LGBT movement has done a tremendous amount of damage, to the only world I have to live in…And I am very displeased.

The LGBT as a group is an oxymoron…It’s a group self purported to fight hate, discrimination and misunderstanding…while simultaneously pumping out drones who produce hate, discrimination and misunderstanding…and they do nothing to correct this.

I do not equate individual gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgendered people with the LGBT movement…I treat them the same, as I would treat any other human being, be they “normal”, Child Lover, Teen Lover…whatever…Which is why I am very supportive of individual gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgendered rights…

…But LGBT seriously needs to crash and burn, in a blazing death.

Hate Speech: “The Phone of Pedophiles”?…

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Date: September 30, 2014

…News: The Phone Of Choice For the Pedophile…

…News: The Phone Of Choice For the Pedophile…

…Police Chief Calls Apple ‘The Phone Of Choice For The Pedophile’…

…Police Chief Calls Apple ‘The Phone Of Choice For The Pedophile’…

““Apple will become the phone of choice for the pedophile,” Chicago PD chief of detectives John Escalante said in a Thursday Washington Post report. “The average pedophile at this point is probably thinking, I’ve got to get an Apple phone.”

Apple announced last week that users who update their devices to iOS 8 will now have all of their data automatically encrypted, meaning it will only be viewable with the device owner’s corresponding Apple password. Even if law enforcement were to obtain the data from Apple, they would be locked out via the new auto-encryption. Google announced similar standards for its Android mobile platform the next day.

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Officials responsible for making the allegations have been accused of fearmongering in the media, as law enforcement will still be capable of obtaining traditional warrants to tap phone lines, read texts and search call records provided by service providers like Verizon, AT&T and others.

Apple CEO Tim Cook announced the changes as part of a broader Apple effort to improve user privacy and data security. Cook said he is committed to keeping Apple from becoming a “treasure trove” of private user data for the NSA.”


…Pedos Prefer iPhones, Claims FBI Director…

…Pedos Prefer iPhones, Claims FBI Director…

…FBI blasts Apple, Google for locking police out of phones…

…FBI blasts Apple, Google for locking police out of phones…

“FBI Director James B. Comey sharply criticized Apple and Google on Thursday for developing forms of smartphone encryption so secure that law enforcement officials cannot easily gain access to information stored on the devices — even when they have valid search warrants.

His comments were the most forceful yet from a top government official but echo a chorus of denunciation from law enforcement officials nationwide. Police have said that the ability to search photos, messages and Web histories on smartphones is essential to solving a range of serious crimes, including murder, child pornography and attempted terrorist attacks.

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Comey added that FBI officials already have made initial contact with the two companies, which announced their new smartphone encryption initiatives last week. He said he could not understand why companies would “market something expressly to allow people to place themselves beyond the law.”

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The new encryption initiatives by Apple and Google come after June’s Supreme Court ruling requiring police, in most circumstances, to get a search warrant before gathering data from a cellphone. The magistrate courts that typically issue search warrants, meanwhile, are more carefully scrutinizing requests amid the heightened privacy concerns that followed the NSA disclosures that began last year.

Civil liberties activists call this shift a necessary correction to the deterioration of personal privacy in the digital era — and especially since Apple’s introduction of the iPhone in 2007 inaugurated an era in which smartphones became remarkably intimate companions of people everywhere.”


I can think of a few reasons why Apple and Google would do this, and it has nothing to do with Mr. Comey’s “allow people to place themselves beyond the law.”, shameful hyperbole…

On the one hand, U.S. government agencies have habitually proven themselves to be untrustworthy, when they have these kinds of powers and options. Some people in these agencies have committed crimes, in their own right, by their invasion of the privacy of citizens. They are virtually never held accountable for this…Many, many, many, many, many U.S. citizens are fed up with this entirely unacceptable state of affairs.

On another hand…these companies [at least Google] have suffered for violating legal agreements with their customers in the past, by allowing U.S. government agencies to do what these companies promised would never happen. They are trying to atone for their trespasses, and win back the trust of their customer base…These are for profit businesses, after all…and they have to provide what the customer demands, and with loyal integrity…or their business model will fail.

To make things all the more harrowing…we are living in an age, where it is becoming a trend for major businesses to have their services hacked into by hackers…Our latest experience with this is Home Depot. Being someone who has been violated by this exact same trend more than once now [in the past couple of years]…I cannot even begin to tell you how fed up I am with it…nor how irreconcilably non-negotiable, encryption of the strongest quality possible is.

…But, the FBI and cops don’t want us having the best possible encryption…Heck, it seems they don’t like us having encryption at all, and so long as it makes their jobs [or any inhibition that comes with them] easier…they’d love us all haplessly setting out here, vulnerable to anyone with the ability to violate our privacy.

…Wonderful…

So…they’ve put out the quotable “sound bite” now…and these vindictive cretins have decided to smear Apple…dumping this idiotic nonsense about “iPhones being the choice of pedophiles”…

…Irony here, is that I, as a pedophile, would not even know anything about any of this, had these hyperventilating screwballs not soiled themselves, and thrown a tantrum in front of the nation.

They are making this up…It is hyperbole, of a shameful and despicable nature…Many of us pedophiles don’t give a flying flip, about getting an iPhone…I, for one, use a cell phone that does not even have a built in camera…I doubt this new revelation is going to change anything, as my current service meets both my budget and my current needs.

…Besides, aren’t the majority of these “child porn”, cell phone cases teenagers sexting each other?…as in, most are not pedophiles, at all?

These FBI [etc.] cretins, are trying to bully Apple and Google, by “naming and shaming” them…and trying to link those two companies with the social “pedophile” stigma.

…Real classy…

One last thing…

…I would like all onlookers to understand [and especially the FBI, and other LEO, even if they are less likely to be looking on]…that as a pedophile, I have every bit as much legitimate, legal activity as anybody else, which requires solid, strong encryption. Just because I am a pedophile, does not mean that I am unentitled to the best encryption available.

Every bit as importantly…just because I am a pedophile, does not make it right or acceptable for any of you to suspect me, discriminate against me, or invade my privacy in any way…Nor does it make it acceptable, for you to use people like me as the butt of your bully pulpit.

…And this “choice of pedophiles” comment…it deserves to be classed amongst the ranks of the most vile, racist and phobic hate speech ever spoken.

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Baring the Burden…


Date: September 09, 2014

01) Why we should take the hard road

A lot of times, I’ve felt like…what happens to BLs and GLs, is akin to the bullied kid in school getting blamed for it, when he “took the wrong path to class”, and got beat up for crossing paths with the school bullies.

It’s a stacked deck…the dice are loaded…fairness has nothing to do with it.

This culture does not value equally, all who get bullied within it…and that is one core factor, which needs to be changed.

When it comes to needs…this may be the impossible question…What need is greater?…Who’s need is greater?…When is it greater?…How is it greater?…

…Who makes this decision?…and will it hold true, through all time and circumstance?

I’ve spent years, wrestling with Infinity Extreme’s exact same questions…And that thread did catch my attention…I just haven’t really responded…until now, I suppose.

It’s kind of a “Steve-D-ism”, anymore…when I talk about how much I hate the very idea…that I am one day going to be on my death bed [or in some state of dying], reflecting back on my life…and knowing that I have been forced to live a diminished and demeaned existence in this world…That I never really had a chance to do, what I consider to be living a life and being happy…That normalcy for me, has always been held out of reach…and this has caused a lot of other things, to fall out of balance…become harder…or impossible.

The last thing I want, is to be an angry person…but I do not believe their is any more severe way to crush a person…than to take away fulfillment, purpose and joy in their life…To make them fear not only what they are…but fear all consequence, for what they might do…To put them at perpetual war, with their own biological and psychological needs…

…You can’t really fight what exists under your own skin, and in your own psyche…Not something like this…You are condemning yourself, if you do…You are admitting that you “are not worth” a happy and content life, like anybody else.

I don’t give in to that…instead, looking at what has been ripped away and extracted from my being [and that of all of us]…as a debt owed to our kind, by those who perpetuate this social policy.

They will never be able to make restitution to us, because what they have done is so severe, nothing can honestly make up for it…and many of them will never conceive, of the true depths of what they have done…

Cold, ugly truth…we will never actually collect on this debt…all we can do, is extract it socially, in ways we know how…

…They can have my sex life…all of it…I’ve abandoned it, as a casualty of this war…walking away, as it all went up in flames…

…I even give them the grace and forgiveness, they do not even deserve…the grace and forgiveness which they’ve denied to me, for merely being born into their narrow, cold and cruel world.

…What I will retain, is a constant vigilance…a constant presence…and a constant face…which does not allow them to forget, that they are not better than me…that they have done monstrous things, in their own right…that they, also, have vast fields in their own lives, where they can become a better human being.

This “trade off” is infinitely unfair…It is crumbs for gold…

…But I also realize that trying to extract what has been denied to me, will always inflict an extra cost and injury.

…I likely could not live with the stress, in the aftermath of a sexual encounter or relationship, that comes natural to me…caught or not…exposed or not…

…This is one part of the psychological injury, which has long ago been inflicted upon me…It is what paralyzes me, and makes me shun so many things in life…

…I’m sure many [on BoyChat] can identify with that.

Shy Keenan’s P.I.E.-in-the-sky …. (corrected)…

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Date: September 3, 2014

Note: This was posted by Bernie Najarian, on Wednseday, September 3rd of 2014, on BoyChat.

It is republished here.

My own response to this, is located here.

– Steve


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