Dealing With Death and Loss as an Atheist…

….	Date: December 08, 2017 01) Dealing With Death and Loss as an Atheist “My thoughts on mortality as an atheist. Sorry for all the jump-cuts, but it’s far better than all the long pauses.” This echoes my own sentiments… I did not question it when I was really young, while being raised in the church…But today, it really does not set well with me, that anyone would use the remains of your beloved deceased, as a prop to peddle their religion. …It’s tasteless…decency deaf…and just bad behavior. I can get past the point, that these beliefs are common in our culture…thus, they will surface at times like someone’s death… …But trying to convert [possibly distraught] people, at that specific point in time?… No…that is just wrong. Dealing with your own mortality: I’ve been meaning to set down, and right more on this…and I fear, I may have let a window of healthy, cogent thoughts pass me by…not so long ago… Of course…psychologically dealing with the understanding of your own mortality, and psychologically facing your own death, aren’t necessarily the same thing. …Each is it’s own process, with it’s own variables. …But, yes…A lot of the traditional psychological soothing offered by religion, is absent for the atheist… For the atheist…it’s more about coming to terms with a simple ending…falling asleep, to never wake up again…no more of everything you love…or at least like…a weighing, of whether you experienced and accomplished everything you needed, to feel validated…satisfied…that you honestly lived a life and accomplished something. I think…given my particular circumstances in life…I will almost certainly face death with reluctance, knowing there is more left undone…and having every fiber within me, still focused on that fight… …I wont want to leave the unfinished, still before me… That really bothers me…in it’s own way… If I believed in spirits and ghosts…I’d honestly think, that someone like myself would be a prime candidate…to linger on in this world, in such a form… In fact…this setting fits the lore of ghosts… …”Steve Diamond…The extremely friendly ghost…floating into little boy’s bedrooms…slipping under the covers…and giving blow jobs from the spectral dimension…” …Can’t you just imagine those home exorcisms? …Better not linger on this topic too long…I don’t want to seduce myself, into looking forward to my own death… …But, what an aspiration! Grief Without Belief: How to Deal With Death as an Atheist: I’m including this second video because it was linked in the description…and it’s a pretty good video. A lot of good territory is explored…It warrants more commentary.	….

New Legislation Threatens Politicians Ignoring Immigration Laws with Jail Time…

Date: December 08, 2017

01) New Legislation Threatens Politicians Ignoring Immigration Laws with Jail Time

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“A new piece of legislation is targeting sanctuary cities and the lawmakers supporting those cities. The measure would put those politicians behind bars for not enforcing immigration laws. One America’s Emerald Robinson has more from Washington.”

The more I witness of this type of thing…the more I wonder, how long before what’s left of the foundation crumbles in totality.

I tend to wonder, just how many states and localities are going to stand for their elected officials being incarcerated by the U.S. federal government…

Push…push, push, push…slap in the face…push, push, push…kick in the crotch…push, push, push…spit in the face…push, push, push…berated and dehumanized…push, push, push…sent to the shackles…push, push, push…stay on your knees!…push, push, push…kick em while their down…push, push, push…make lots of public examples…push, push, push…

…The U.S. population takes second place to no other nation, where it comes to Stockholm syndrome, after all.

If the people with “the right” titles, “the right” appearances and “the right” slogans want to do it to you…well…

…Bend over…because it is going to get done to you, while the rest of “the godly and free” look on, doing nothing…

…Hell…they’ll probably be cheering it on…It’s not happening to themselves, after all.

…And the public coliseum is full of so many amusements.

Atheist Debates – You shouldn’t say that word…

….	Date: December 08, 2017 01) Atheist Debates – You shouldn’t say that word “Profanity, obscenity, naughty words…when you should and shouldn’t use them. Know your audience AND your goals.”	….
– Atheist Media Links

Ajit Pai’s Office Gives Net Neutrality Proponents the Finger, Calls Them “Desperate”…

Date: December 08, 2017

01) Ajit Pai’s Office Gives Net Neutrality Proponents the Finger, Calls Them “Desperate”

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“Democratic Senators along with various consumer advocacy groups and the city of New York have publicly called on FCC Chairman Ajit Pai to delay the upcoming December 14th vote to repeal Title II net neutrality regulations. His office responded by essentially giving proponents of net neutrality the finger, calling their attempt to postpone the vote “desperate,” and affirming that the vote to gut net neutrality will still take place on December 14th.

Sources:
https://arstechnica.com/tech-policy/2017/12/fcc-chair-refuses-to-delay-net-neutrality-vote-despite-pending-court-case/
https://www.inverse.com/article/39044-ajit-pai-verizon-speech“

Only Someone With an IQ of 130+ Can Ace This Knowledge Test! Can You?…

….	Date: December 07, 2017 01) Only Someone With an IQ of 130+ Can Ace This Knowledge Test! Can You? “This is serious. If you pass this quiz, you’re an incredibly smart person. If you fail… well, we promise that we’ll still like you. Proceed, brainiac!” I have little faith, that I’m going to do extremely well… …No matter how this turns out…Do Not call me a dummy! 27 out of 35! …Okay…so this survey froze up on me twice…It was being a total pain in the behind…and I had to complete it in a different web browser… I had to start over, twice…after getting deep underway…[really, really deep]… This is not cheating!…because I entered into this, in good faith, with the best of possible intentions… …Just because I was getting inhumanely trounced, the first attempt, and came to remember nearly all of the correct answers in subsequent attempts… …Well…it wasn’t my fault… …It was fate! Thankfully…we shall never know, how horrible my first attempt would have turned out. To be fair…Most of these bits of information, aren’t stuff most people even would know. …And I did not cheat, so…	….
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Mellisa Zaccaria Reports NAMBLA…To The FBI?…

….	Date: December 07, 2017 01) Mellisa Zaccaria – Twitter “Report to the abuse@[hostingsite] here’s an example:” Oh…My…Gwad!…LOL!!!!… NAMBLA does not need to be reported to the FBI… …The FBI became aware of NAMBLA, and began hounding it’s members shortly after the group was founded…back in the 1970’s… …NAMBLA has been infiltrated by the FBI, more than once…and despite their best efforts, the FBI could not shut the organization down, because it was, and still is, an entirely legal entity. The FBI has known about the NAMBLA website, likely ever since it went live…a few decades ago?…or more?… The NAMBLA website provides social commentary, on issues of interest to many BoyLovers and youth…people interested in human sexual rights…and so forth. This is neither illegal, nor immoral. …And here comes Ms. Zaccaria…acting as though she is making some kind of revelation in all of this…And it looks an awful lot to me, like she’s making a veiled threat [or attempts to intimidate, at any rate] against the current host of the NAMBLA website… …As if that host has not thoroughly vetted NAMBLA as a client, and long ago set down some stern rules to follow… Historically…the NAMBLA website has always been extremely mild…overwhelmingly text based…I’ve even seen some BoyLovers call the website dry and boring… I kind of prefer the way Joe Power described NAMBLA, in an episode of Pedologues… Paraphrasing… …”NAMBLA presently exists, to document a sort of ethos”… …In large part…I’ve always kind of looked at what I do [when I write or record something], as being the same endeavor. This is precisely why Mellisa [and a whole slew of others, before her] cannot stop me… …My expression exists in the philosophical, ethical and artistic realms…It’s something that is not bound down too the trappings of movements for legal change…I am all about uplifting the human being, and defending positive human rights… You have to be one totally ugly, nasty excuse for a human being…to even insinuate that such endeavors are “a crime”, on the grounds that they are engaged in by “someone like me”. Your wicked, evil magic does not work here, Mellisa… …No matter how many people you run off screaming too…you cannot subjectively strip other humans of their speech and expression…Most even half way sane people understand this. This is why you had already lost, before you even started. Just because I am sexually attracted to boys below the age of thirteen, does not mean that every public and private thing I will ever do in my entire life is a crime. The same stands for any MAP… …Please get this point of fact through your excessively thick skull. “Pedos should be strictly monitored & medicated.” “I don’t block Pedophiles, I run them off the internet and expose their demented self righteousness.” “I wonder how many others think I’m a manipulative psychopath, any takers? PEDOPHILIA WILL NOT BE NORMALIZED, KAMIL I WILL FOREVER PASSIONATELY OPPRESS DERANGED CHILD RAPISTS.” You, Mellisa, clearly display: A) A stubborn refusal to understand others. B) A total lack of human empathy. C) A nasty superiority complex. D) A cruel obsession with hurting others. E) A sense of grossly inflated, egotistical self worth. F) A power tripping self delusion. G) An obsession with smearing and libeling people. H) A tendency to use dehumanizing propaganda against people. I) A demanding attitude, that lawful, moral people be seized, held against their will and forced drugs. J) A paranoid obsession with child rape, and so called “pedophilia normalization”. K) Acts of public bullying, and attempts at intimidation. L) Liberal usage of lies and red herrings. M) A willingness to attack and dehumanize people, both individuals and groups. N) A delusion of “divine commission from god”. O) A tendency to stalk and harass people. P) A willingness to scheme and interfere, with the private lives and business of others. Q) A malicious tendency, to undermine the speech and self representation of others. R) A propensity for propagating material, suggesting “justified” murder and possibly genocide. …And you think anyone in their right mind, would dispute that you are, indeed, a manipulative psychopath?!… …Seriously?… …Between the two of us…the only one who needs specialized, professional help [and probably psychotropic drugs], is you. You, Mellisa, are the actual living definition of a manipulative psychopath [or sociopath]. You have a fat mouth, that runs, and runs, and runs, and runs, and runs…when you are exactly the sort of person, who should remain quiet, and take instruction from those of us who actually do know not just more, but better than you. …You are nothing but a cocky, ignorant, creepy, full of yourself, train wreck, begging for a place to cause maximum damage…for no sane reason, whatsoever. It’s both sad and pathetic… …You cant even help yourself…not even when those of us you ruthlessly attack, give you nuggets of wisdom, and attempt to save you from yourself. …You are a petty, spiteful, vile fool, amongst fools. …And, you are a brazen fraud…just like so much of the rest of the company you keep. The Flushed Poo Award	….

Bernie Najarian: Ping Pong Pizza Porn: Did Comet Host Illegal Images?…

Date: December 07, 2017

01) Ping Pong Pizza Porn: Did Comet Host Illegal Images?

“In the year following the election that raised Donald Trump to the highest office in the land, and then to the lowest poll ratings ever for the office, most people have forgotten about some of the more colorful features of the election. One exotic flash-in-the-pan that left little impression on the popular consciousness was a conspiracy idea that connected a hipster pizza restaurant in Washington, DC, with the notion that opposition candidate Hillary Clinton and her co-campaigners, who sometimes had fundraisers at the restaurant, were key figures in a massive ‘pedophile ring.’ This cabal was supposed to be shipping babies and other children to be sexually abused and, in some stories, cannibalized by many of the powerful figures of the Western world – especially Clinton supporters.

I’ve written two detailed articles on this “Pizzagate” or “Pedogate” conspiracy theory (https://justpaste.it/18t8f, https://justpaste.it/19845) looking into all its major themes and showing the underlying realities that they were most probably based on.

Pizzagaters believed in three main threads of pseudo-evidence against Clinton and her campaign manager John Podesta…”

This is quite worth reading…

I have listened to the BigFish interview, in it’s entirety…about a month back…

…I was left completely underwhelmed by the interview…and the claims made in it…It did not come off credible, to my intuition.

You also have to keep in mind, that these types of social panic are notorious for spawning tall tales, from thrill seeking opportunists who want their “fifteen minutes of fame”.

The “BigFish bombshell”, was nothing more than an unidentified guy [who’s speech was rather irritating, and taxing to listen too], stringing us through a narrative of little more than his own assertions…but zero evidence that he found child porn…And, of course…there were weak spots in the plot, not addressed…And we are all left having to depend on the words, of some faceless, nameless guy who’s credentials aren’t even established, who is hailed and celebrated like a hero by the “pizzagate” lunatics…who, themselves, have deep and vast integrity deficits.

It’s always telling, just how little the “pizzagate” people are interested in vetting their sources, before they go spreading content like this around on their networks, far and wide.

There was never any good reason to give this guy the presumption of credibility.

The facts are starting to point in a direction, indicating that “BigFish” was little more than a stunt, to drag a bit more mileage out of the dead corpse of “pizzagate”.

What struck me about BigFish the most…is that not only did he not explain anything technical, or use lingo I would anticipate from someone with a hackers knowledge and experience…He left me with the impression, that he probably could not explain anything about computer hacking, to save his life.

Totally weird interview.

…It just didn’t feel right.

The Power of Love: 50,000 Visits at Our Love Frontier!…

….	Date: December 06, 2017 I knew this was approaching, for a while…and that it would likely hit in a day or two…from a few days back. Then I looked…”50,050″ visits!…I knew I had to screen capture that, and share it as a milestone occasion. I’m certain the number would be far higher, if the hosting of my blogs hadn’t been disrupted so many times over the years…Imagine where this number would be, if I were still doing “In Self Defense”, thirteen years later…especially if I’d have picked up this much momentum, back then… I’m not at any “break out” point…I know that much…But I am maintaining a daily visit rate, that most people with a blog never will realize… Let’s Celebrate!!! The Power of Love:	….

M.A. Voice: Issue 28 – December 06, 2017…

….	Articles and content from Minor Attracted People [MAPs], presented in no particular order and without preference or discrimination. These are diverse viewpoints. Note: All BoyChat links will include their corresponding TOR URL to use in the TOR Browser, as well as their TOR2WEB URL. If the main link does not work, please use one of the other URLs. Date: December 06, 2017 01) leonard sisyphus mann: The Forbidden Child – Dual Status & Its Implications 02) leonard sisyphus mann: De Singly’s Preface to ‘L’Enfant Interdit’ – in English 03) Marthijn Uittenbogaard: Can a fucking baby give consent? 04) Filip30: Public statement of Wolfram Setz about ‘pedophilia’ TOR URL: http://r2j4xiyckibnyd45.onion/messages/1505118.htm 05) Filip30: correlation wanted minor-adult-sex +mental health? TOR URL: http://r2j4xiyckibnyd45.onion/messages/1505534.htm 06) Filip30: study: teens like ‘online solicitation’ by adults TOR URL: http://r2j4xiyckibnyd45.onion/messages/1505599.htm 07) slvrspun: Give us this day.. TOR URL: http://r2j4xiyckibnyd45.onion/messages/1505651.htm 08) Tom O’Carroll: A revolution as deep as evolution 09) The Neverlandian: On the subject of minor-like sex dolls 10) americanrifleman09: Responding to a response to Amos Yee If you’re a Minor Attracted Person [MAP] who would like your content featured in the next issue, please use the form below to pass along the necessary information. You may also submit content created by other MAPs. Any form of legal content [written, audio, video, artistic, academic, personal expression, etc.] will be considered for inclusion. All submissions made via this form are private. Author's Name(required) URL to Content(required) Choose Style(required) Academic / Summary Opinion Piece Artistic Expression Satire Other Optional Comment Submit	….
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Mellisa Zaccaria’s True Colors & Pulling “Facts” Out of Her Own Behind…

….	Date: December 06, 2017 01) Twitter Post [Mellisa Zaccaria] The lying, malicious troll Mellisa Zaccaria [aka, @TheHoneybee_] has taken up harassing PreventionProject.™, on Twitter. PreventionProject.™ own stated charter is as follows: “TREATMENT FOR SEX OFFENDERS; SUPPORT FOR INDIVIDUALS WHO HAVE NO DESIRE TO OFFEND; PREVENTION!!” Yet, still again… …Mellisa, the incompetent nincompoop, is mischaracterizing and attacking an organization which [unlike herself, and her many mentally ill, nasty and malicious followers] is attempting to do real, tangible good in this world. PreventionProject believes in treating all human beings like dignified human beings… …How “shocking, horrifying and controversial”!… They commit “the sin”, of standing in support of MAPs, so long as we don’t violate laws or hurt anyone…How terribly “extreme and unconscionable”… Mellisa is having a fit over all of this, you see…because she refuses to accept, that a MAP can be a good person…Dare I say, a person with intelligence, integrity, values and decency?… “Can’t you all see that pedosadists are organizing and trying to convince America that pedophilia=love. Child Porn & Child Sex Trafficking Industry are destroying this country. Those that watch CP are enabling the rape of children. Pedos should be strictly monitored & medicated. https://twitter.com/Preventionintvn/status/931361192840388609“ “Pedosadists” is a fear mongering term, thought up by someone who thought they were being clever…by combining the word “pedo” with “sadist”… They imagined that “pedophile” [aka Child Lover] was much too kind a term towards us…And always wanting to manipulate the conversation, how people imagine MAPs to be, and what words people use in reference to us…they cooked up a term, which alludes to sadism. …despite that pedophilia has nothing to do with sadism…But, it’s the social conditioning and brainwashing, that they are going for…They’re trying to continue an ever escalating trend, to dehumanize pedophiles… …And that is all, that “pedosadist” has ever been about. It has no roots in objective reality. I don’t recall the name of the woman who coined this word…but, she’s one of the more extreme and malicious “activists” [terrorists hiding behind the banner of “child protection”, honestly] out there. It does not shock me that Mellisa chooses to employ these words, and low brow tactics…It’s indicative of her true nature…which lacks integrity, empathy, intelligence and any number of other traits, you’d expect to see in a decent person. She follows this up with evoking the concepts surrounding child porn, child sex trafficking and child rape… …despite that there is no practical reason to have done this…She’s poisoning the well. “They retweet @enderphile2 tweets, we have been battling this pedo-apologist for a year, he is also a contributer to Heart Progress, Our Love Frontier and BoyChat, some other Pedophile Advocacy networks we have tried to shut down.” Now we get to the meat of things, which actually caught my attention, where she starts brazenly lying. @enderphile2, a forefront personality representing Virtuous Pedophiles, has been staunchly opposed to Heart Progress, right from the start and all along. I have had a more open minded approach to Heart Progress…but have always had a deep concern that they might be a fraud, or a trap…or even just a troll group, set up to mock and ridicule MAP’s who have a long established history online. Ender and I are two very different people…and we are at deep odds, on at least one issue…if not two, or three… Even in the comments section of this blog, there has been scant little participation from the “anti-contact” sorts, of Virtuous Pedophiles. I could not see any MAP, who is seriously subscribing to the “anti-contact” philosophy, participating on this blog for any long duration. …Which leads me to my next point… …Not only is Mellisa making a lie, in the face of past Heart Progress, Enderphile history… …she’s also claiming Ender has some connection with Our Love Frontier…as “a contributor”… As a matter of goodwill, and acknowledging what’s going on within the online MAP community…I have linked Enders blog on the EQF Community Links webpage…And I’ve linked a few of his blog articles in the almost 30 issues of M.A. Voice… Given the structure and nature of these projects and resources, and given the fact that I don’t ask for permission to link or embed anything that appears on this blog…plus, given the fact that only one person has ever submitted anything for inclusion in M.A. Voice…it’s getting mighty fast and loose with our terminologies, equating my own time spent surveying recent MAP writings/media, with any linked MAP being “a contributor” [which brings with it it’s own sort of definitional context, does it not?]… …Most people who get linked to from this blog, have no idea when it’s about to happen. From the MAP’s who have responded…I’ve overwhelmingly gotten positive responses, for things like my M.A. Voice series… …But, again…that’s a lot different from calling such people “contributors”…There is no agreement, nor arrangement…They don’t know if, or when, they will ever be included. I’m trying to raise awareness, to the diversity and range of the online MAP community…where there is a remarkable amount of fine content being composed. If you listened to the ever hapless Mellisa…you’d likely believe that Our Love Frontier has a list of contributors…And while I do decidedly appreciate the people I link to…sad reality is…the list of contributors on this blog, really consists of only one…myself. The reason so much content from other MAP’s shows up here, is because I have a fairly well established network of subscriptions and websites I keep an eye on, spanning over a range of different websites and services. Don’t be mislead by Mellisa, and her buffoonery… …Though I remain open to the possibility of another MAP being able to maintain [and publish on] this blog…I am the only one [aside from WordPress administration] who can access this blog from behind the scenes, publish or edit content here. Aside from the rare piece passed along to me from Kamil Beylant, or Bernie Najarian…there really isn’t much, in the way of peripheral contributions to this blog. So…Ender isn’t really associated with Our Love Frontier… …That is a simple statement of fact, and should not be taken as anything more. As to BoyChat…I think I do recall Ender acknowledging a long in the past, history with BoyChat… …And I’ll bet that I could give an absolute solid guess, as to what name he used to go by on BoyChat… …But when he says he parted ways [severed ties?] with BoyChat long ago…I do believe him…Not only because the person who’s vibe he fits, has been long gone from BoyChat, probably for over a decade…but regardless of whether we absolutely love each others philosophy on MAP life…I can tell, he is on the level and sincere. Like me…he is one of the real deal MAPs… …And if he is who I’m thinking…he’s consistently had a negative stance towards both child pornography, and child adult sexual relations…a stance he bucked heads with various people, over… During that particular era of BoyChat…you could be seen as an especially irritating, pissy stick in the mud, for staunchly taking such a stance…especially if you wanted to hotly feud with people over it. BoyChat has always had a diverse group of people, representing a lot of different viewpoints on “life as a MAP”…As has Girl-Chat… …Some of them fractured off…and went off to help form Virtuous Pedophiles, with other MAPs, who were never associated with either community… I think…in part…this has to do with a disillusionment with BoyChat and Girl-Chat, which most of us eventually go through…and we go through a personal change…evolving, and focusing our energy elsewhere… Point is…associating Ender with BoyChat, at this point in time, is extremely weak. Last point: Yes…Mellisa did attempt a campaign to get Our Love Frontier shut down…a dubious effort, which got her my attention…and her own, specialized subsection of The Wall [this sub-blog]… …And shame on her, for trying to destroy such a spectacular blog! Not surprisingly…she’s also thrown a hissy fit, over BoyChat… …Unfortunately for her…being a naïve newcomer…she has no clue just how long BoyChat has been weathering morally outraged nut jobs, like her… …I would say she’s a modern day version of Mike Echols…but, frankly…she doesn’t even rise anywhere near that level…She’s more just a glorified troll, of the insane religious wing.	….