Since the age of six, I’ve preferred older men…


Date: September 08, 2017

Thank you to Mikey, for submitting this.

Since the age of six, I’ve preferred older men

and always had sexual urges for them. Guess I

knew way back then what would work best for me.

Would look up to them and picture big bodies and hair

on their chests – with that smell I loved best – that sent

me adrift as if I surfed along skies on some awesome

and wild magic carpet you ride.

Spent much of my time making up dreams

like how I’d cuddle with this guy as he showed

me love in his own special way. He’d know I didn’t

need a daddy, as I’d always be happy to put my

two small hands on his huge, manly body.

I stared a lot harder than most at these guys and

hoped one would open his eyes and finally see mine.

When I had turned six I started to trick with my best

friend next door. He was my age too, said that he knew

about secrets that were hiding inside his mother’s room.

He showed me her stunning Playgirl collection,

which enlarged my small world with a pint-sized

erection that just made me wonder what else it

could do. We quickly proceeded to strip bare ass

naked so we could get down and practice positions

each couple was taking in those glossy pages.

Some boys liked to play when they stayed overnight.

When I was eight one friend my age knew more than

most as he played with my butt and then got the urge

to stick in his dick. Never happened before, though

something just clicked and it made me want more.

Remember that year when I went to a restroom to pee and

this grown man walked right up beside me. I was so shy

back then as I hugged the john tight – but when he unzipped

I was totally gripped and it became love at first sight.

I simply could not turn away from his cock when it dropped

from his fly like some super-sized wood. Just stared at that

dick, which was so long and thick and he also stood back from

the john a good six inches, as if asking: “how do you like that?”.

I adored his cool pubic hair as it wrapped his huge pack

and that big cock head that said, “come here and kiss me.”

But when he was gone I felt sad and have since longed for

some guy to eventually like me.

Needless to say, I made some boy friends who liked to come

up to play now and then, but I knew only grown men made me

feel really happy. I went to great lengths ‘attempting’ to find

some type of sex with a much older guy.

Around that time, my step-father mentioned gay guys

were living not too far from our place. But he warned me

to keep my ass far from those men or I would surely be

molested by them. But instead of filling me full of his fear,

what he said had instilled all new thrills that soon pierced me

with urges that surged my strong-willed, yet still quite small body.

Would think of those gay men dad warned me about and I’d

picture thoughts of me there at their house as we all got naked

to play with our cocks. Got so worked up once, I just grabbed

my bike and strolled down the road to see what they were like,

then rode in circles in hopes they would somehow take notice.

Boredom eventually drew me away and I later made up fantasies

about how cool it was to be with these guys, despite those cruel

things folks say about how all deviants rage like savages and

constantly rape small children.

By the age of thirteen, it was finally my first ‘real’ time

being with a man sexually – he was at least in his thirties.

Now realize those things that happened back then

would fuel a desire I’d pursue to the end.

However, I’ve wondered how

things might have been if they were made a bit simpler then.

If folks stopped controlling the minds of these kids

then maybe they’d grow up and actually live.

I wasted too much time drowning in oceans

stocked with their notions so cold, dark and


which sucked out the life from a boy nearly dead,

who needed to learn how to think with his head

and find ways to swim and kick with both feet –

so maybe again he can finally breathe, or rise up

and fight for the right to think how he wants with

freedom to do what he likes.



We need to change how we bury the dead…


Date: September 07, 2017

01) We need to change how we bury the dead

“The way we traditionally bury the dead is horrible for the environment.

The modern way of burying a body, the “casket in the ground method” most of us are used to is horrible for the environment. It uses an incredible amount of resources, emits toxic pollutants into the air, and pumps the ground full of formaldehyde, which is known to cause cancer. It’s also prohibitively expensive. The average cost of a modern funeral costs between $10,000 to $12,000.

There are a number of greener options available though. Cremation uses less resources and requires less space than a traditional burial, but isn’t perfect. There are more experimental methods on the horizon such as promession and alkaline hydrolysis.

No matter which method we choose, it’s clear that we need to reform how we bury the dead.

Also be sure to read Mark Harris’s excellent book about green burials


The Mattress Girl Saga…

Date: September 07, 2017

01) The Mattress Girl Saga

“After being spurned by a lover, Emma Sulkowicz and the feminist establishment set about destroying the young man’s life with false allegations. Taking advantage of the media storm, Sulkowicz incorporated her lies into an art project that saw her saddled with the monicker “Mattress Girl”.”

The Humanist Report – Episode 109…

Date: September 06, 2017

01) Medicare for All, DNC Fraud Lawsuit, Harvey, & DACA – Episode 109

“In this episode, we’ll first dive into the ruling for the #DNCFraudLawsuit and discuss Judge Zloch’s decision to ultimately dismiss the case. We’ll also talk about Bernie Sanders’ ‘Medicare for All’ bill and an unlikely ally that decided to support it (spoiler: Kamala Harris). Additionally, with the devastation occurring in Houston, Texas due to Hurricane Harvey, we talk about the need for a serious discussion surrounding climate change. Additionally, we’ll discuss the importance of DACA, and why Donald Trump should absolutley not rescind it. All of these topics and more are discussed in this episode. Enjoy!”

Crazy Clinton Attacks Bernie Sanders and His Fans in her Failure of a New Book…

Date: September 06, 2017

01) Crazy Clinton Attacks Bernie Sanders and His Fans in her Failure of a New Book

“What an outdated shrill has-been:

I hope Clinton does not run again…But, I would not be so certain, that she’ll fail to at least attempt getting a campaign off the ground in 2020.

If nothing else…she’ll likely be out there campaigning for a hand picked Clinton puppet.

She won’t go peacefully into retirement…and we cannot seem to get rid of her.

I was elated when she got defeated…despite that this meant a win for Trump.

At this point, I’d rather see almost any person serving as U.S. President…than to continue watching the slow bleeding death policies continue, which people like Clinton represent.

That’s the real reason why Trump got elected…People are sick of watching the decades old decline of this country, as elected politicians do nothing to change course.

We’ve literally gotten to a point…where we don’t even know…if we allow another one of these “politics as usual” bozos into the office, will the country even avoid collapse before we can get rid of them?

That’s what happened to Clinton…Millions of people put their foot down, and said “No!”…

Hillary Clinton now blaming election loss on Bernie Sanders?:

Waking Up with Sam Harris #95 — What You Need to Know About Climate Change with Joseph Romm…

Date: September 06, 2017

01) Waking Up with Sam Harris #95 — What You Need to Know About Climate Change with Joseph Romm

“In this episode of the Waking Up podcast, Sam Harris speaks with Joseph Romm about how the climate is changing and how we know that human behavior is the primary cause. They discuss why small changes in temperature matter so much, the threats of sea-level rise and desertification, the best and worst case scenarios, the Paris Climate Agreement, the politics surrounding climate science, and many other topics.”

‘Cop in a Box’…


Date: September 06, 2017

01) ‘Cop in a Box’ helping Tazewell Co. Sheriff Dept. catch internet predators

“The Tazewell County Sheriff’s Office announced in a press conference Thursday morning that the department has acquired new software to help its detectives catch internet predators.

“Cop in a Box” allows the Internet Crimes Against Children task force to scan the web for inappropriate and illegal images. Detectives are also able and create undercover chatroom profiles to catch suspicious activity through the system.

This is the second version of the software that the task force first acquired five years ago. The software led detectives to nearly 50 arrests before being worn out and needing replaced. Detective Scott Stiltner said he was able to scan 17,000 gigabytes of information in a year’s time using Cop in a Box.”

“Child Porn” is not everything that pedosexuality is about…But, it is one thing that is out there. Many people partake in what is available.

It would be wise to understand, that you cannot safely create, publish, keep or trade “Child Porn”…Not in this day and age.

Keep yourself informed…Keep yourself safe.

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