Experiences You Cant Really Prove…

Date: September 18, 2018

01) God is a Thug & Attacks the Show – Jason – Florida – Talk Heathen 02.35

“Talk Heathen 02.35 for September 2, 2018 with Jamie Boone and Matt Dillahunty.

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I’m not sure if I’ve written or talked about this previously…but I’ve had one repetitive experience, going all the way back to my boyhood, which I never tend to talk about…and it might seem in stark contrast to my atheism…but the main reason I never talk about it…is because there is no way for me to prove it…so, why bother?…

…I’ve also been able to determine no rhyme or reason to it, except maybe once…possibly twice, if a more recent incident comes to pass…and I only have vivid memories of this occurring…probably less than a dozen times, over my lifetime…yet, I did experience them…sometimes, with amazing detail…including a sight, accompanied by sound…or smell…or a thought going through my head…

I had my first, privately verifiable incident, probably when I was fourteen, or so…

…I would see incidents and setting so exact in my dreams…that it would stop me in my tracks, when I physically encountered that exact incident and setting…and it wasn’t solely typical stuff…It might be typical…but maybe a specific song was playing on the radio…or a specific, uncommon smell would be occurring…or a partial thought going through my mind, was suddenly being completed…and it’s almost stunning…

But again…I cannot prove these things to anyone else…They are only real to me…The only other people who are likely to believe, are those who’ve also had repeated experiences like this.

For all I know…they could be “schizophrenic” experiences, where maybe I didn’t have the dream at all…but I’m having the overwhelming sensation that I’ve already seen and experienced this in a dream?…a false memory of a dream?

It’s happened enough times over the years…to where I don’t believe that’s the case…

…I think, my mind has somehow managed to peer into the future, a number of times…

Strange thing is…most of the time, it doesn’t mean anything…Like it’s just showing itself to say, “See?…Here I am!”…

I don’t even believe in clairvoyance…Yet, I have a very strong intuition…a very strong gut sense…and my dreams have delivered to me unexplained, sometimes troubling, bits of information…

It’s nothing I’ve ever been able to control…like it always seeks me out…not the other way around.

I do wonder the value of sharing this…because having this type of first hand experience, probably seems really contradictory, to the analytical and rational mind that I have…

…I have an open mind…more so, than is probably clear [at least as regards to “supernatural” issues]…but, I’m a strident skeptic.

I can accept that unexplained things do happen…

…What I don’t accept, is fluffy and mystical explanations for those experiences.

Ted Cruz Mailing Donation Requests Disguised as Legal Summonses…

Date: September 18, 2018

01) DESPERATE: Ted Cruz Mailing Donation Requests Disguised as Legal Summonses

“–In yet another sign of total desperation in his re-election campaign against Democratic nominee Beto O’Rourke, Ted Cruz’ campaign for US Senator from Texas sends out deceptive donation requests disguised as legal summonses


Ted Cruz Caught SCAMMING People For Money:

“Ted Cruz’s Texas senatorial campaign has sent hundreds of thousands of mailers seeking donations that are meant to look like official county summons, a high-ranking campaign official confirmed to Newsweek.

The brown envelopes read “SUMMONS ENCLOSED-OPEN IMMEDIATELY” in large black letters, and have a return address of “official county summons.”

While the letter inside the envelope was a donation form for the Cruz campaign, there was some fear that some voters might be confused by the mailer and believe that they were required by law to pay a fee.”

Jesus Never Existed – Kenneth Humphreys…

Date: September 17, 2018

01) Jesus Never Existed – Kenneth Humphreys

” Kenneth Humphreys is a featured scholar in the documentary film “Caesar’s Messiah:The Roman Conspiracy to Invent Jesus”. Here he deconstructs “Jesus” and gives some historical background that sets the stage for the film. Kenneth Humphreys holds a Master’s degree from the University of Essex in history and social sciences, a post-graduate pedagogic certificate from the University of Leicester, and a higher national certificate in business studies. He taught for many years in the UK and abroad. Religion, and in particular the claims of Christianity, have been a life-long interest. His book Jesus Never Existed, published in 2005 by Iconoclast Press, currently ships to 30 countries. His website receives more than a million visitors a year. He is now fully occupied as a writer, radio broadcaster, and public speaker, and campaigns energetically against the tide of resurgent superstition and unreason. Created by Fritz Heede


M.A. Voice: Issue 35 – September 17, 2018…


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Date: September 17, 2018

01) leonard sisyphus mann: Photographs of Children – Five Short Essays

02) Sick Rose: The smirching of deight in the beauty of boys…
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03) Bernie Najarian: How hard can it be to be friendly?

04) Tom O’Carroll: Anger, confusion, shattered lives… and love

05) Pharmakon: Trumbach revisited
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Why Is This Community Suing Brad Pitt?…

Date: September 15, 2018

01) Why Is This Community Suing Brad Pitt?

“Brad Pitt’s ‘Make It Right Foundation’ is being sued.

Kamaria Allen had no plans to return to the Lower 9th Ward after losing everything in Hurricane Katrina. But then she saw the new houses.

Billed as flood-safe and futuristic, the Make It Right homes towered over vacant lots in pops of teal, lemon and lavender. Houses like that just didn’t exist in the working-class, mostly black section of New Orleans that Allen’s family had called home for four generations — and definitely not for $130,000.

“I called it my Mardi Gras float,” Allen says of 1826 Reynes Street, the roof deck-topped home that now sits abandoned — mushrooms growing from its split siding, wooden boards propping up its sagging roof. Allen bought the house in 2011 from the Make It Right Foundation, a charity formed by Brad Pitt to help Lower 9th Ward residents return home after the hurricane.


The young paedophiles who say they don’t abuse children…


Date: September 14, 2018

01) The young paedophiles who say they don’t abuse children

“Some paedophiles say they would never abuse children.

But what support is there for people like this and how should society treat them to prevent abuse happening?

Catherine Burns reports.

Release date: 11 September 2017
Duration: 19 minutes”

Very VP-centric…So…

…There are propagandist elements in this.

…It’s another mixed bag.

…Oh…”the unwashed pro-contacts”…

This is an unhealthy divide…

…Not the diversity in viewpoint and stance…

…but the negative slants, which are placed on “the other” portion of MAPs.

A massive part of this problem…is that when we are young, it is very hard to find your social bearings as a MAP…It is hard not to be an ignorant, indoctrinated mind…It can seem impossible to develop the ability, to think for one’s own self…It’s hard to see through the manipulation, and the BS…

…It’s impossible to understand how the world really works, when you lack the foundation of real world knowledge, and real world experience…

…And a lot of people will take advantage of that…including groups within the MAP community, promoting ideological stances.

What I know…is that some of the best MAPs I have ever known…hell, some of the best people I have ever known…are what many would call “pro-contact”…

…And they are phenomenal individuals, as “pro-contact” individuals…

It is not a badge of dishonor, to be “pro-contact”.

“Anti-contact” MAP’s…are unable, to free themselves of the psychological bondage forced upon them…

…I don’t always know what to say to them…except…let’s agree to be civil with each other…MAPs should not be anything, but supportive and kind with each other…

This world is already cruel enough, without there being so much in fighting.

…It’s why I refuse to fight with, or exclude, other MAPs…the ones who are at least acting in good faith.

M.A. Net